OMG :@

well im pissed my stupid laptop charger dicided to die today :( RIP
and its not even that im annoyed becuae i can always borrow ana and monicas
if monica lets me
but its incase i have homework or i need to blogg bout something or i need to wath HIMYM
BTW my new fav show LMFA its amazing
josh radnor = hot ;)
hopefully ill blogg soon
about something important
hehehe anyhooo i went shoppin
and got a nice top type thing
:)
sooo will blogg later pissed off my visitor thing on the side has gone as well :@
just not been my weekend was feeling sick last friday
soooooo now im feeling better, i have to catch up on some work
xoxo

crawl

hello blogg has been a while
have been sick today but am feeling btter
didnt go college as i was sick :/
but am feeling much better
ill blogg soon properly like before iv just be stupidly busy lately
for now i leave with a picturebeautiful bill kaulitz :)
xoxo

cooking

spent the evening cooking with monnie and doing my portfoloi
for art grrr taking me all weekend seeming as i dicided to restart it all frmm the begingin lol
im so daring hehehe i even stuck some examples down and stuff lets hope i can leave it their at collage tomorow because its annoying to carry everyware everday
xoxo

long awaited post

wow i havent blogged in ages
nothing much has happend appart from starting collage
:) so far my art lessons have been good my photography lessons have been good
my media lessons have been good and my english lit lessons have been good some of my teachers are a tad bit strange like crazy but :/ oh well lol
so i like the buildidng and shit and theirs one techer who looks like she has no eyebrows :?
appart from that all good
brecks their are good to i guess
:)
had an odd day thursday :/
rathen not discuss it
and this weekend gonna be working on my portfoloi for art
:)
will blog soon with more intrestin things lol
xoxo

College supllys

So poopieee its september and e all know what that means its back to school :'(
or in my case college
lol so far college has been so diffrent to school
i feel like im more alone here
and thank god i have great freinds who are willing to share their wereied breck hours with me
or i would feel so alone
classes are intresting only been introductonariy things so far
but... im weriedly enjoying english more then i should :/ was planing to drop that one meda was okay teachers a bit scary and wereied tho
Art is okay lady seems nice enoguth
shes freindly and dosent seem to ask to much to soon

my photography teacher is scary and i have a feeling he dosen like me very much
i cant log in to the school site yet
as i dnt no login or password and
it takes alomst an hour to get their everyday on time
so far things were easyer in NPCS :'(
but time to move on and hopefully things ill pick up even more
its nice seeing many familer faces in monoux :) tho
andi have two timetables that say diff things so ill have to srt thatsorted my ema and oyster will send it off tomorow hopefuly
ang gt my two A3 sketch bokks and a folder to carry them
xoxo

ERRRR College

Pros and cons of college

PROS
get to ware what ever
get to call teachers by first name
get to wear jewlry
big college
in some classes with freinds
my subjects are all my favs
have some NPK people their with me :D
don mind meeting new nice people

CONS
Dont know everybody
have to walk arround alone sometimes
have irritating 2 hour brecks with nothing to do with no body
have to ort out ema
have to sort out oyster
have to sort out equiment stuff :@
have to wait nerly 2 fucking hours for an overly packed bus FML
some poeple are to clinggy:S
Some are to quite :@
get hungry all the time have no idea where anygood shops are to eat wtf :@
feel kinda los in the area


hmmmm
hopefully it will imporve need to get to A3 skech books asap
mby weekend if not in collage

First offiacial day of collage

First day of college
outfit and make up
erghhh

had some confustion today they moved me around in to 3 duffrent classrooms so i got confused then they put me back were i sarted then they forgot my timetable finaly....
got setled md some freinds some really nice indian girl really freindly silma
and we got on well also found out me and lousi are in same photography and art class
:) s im not alone their my time taables okay so im kinda happy with it all
night will blogg bout first day of lessons tom
xoxo

NEW START :S circle of life

well this is my new school
i mean collage
yes i finsly made it starting tomorow im an official collage student
im afraid excited and worried all at the same time
ill be studing
Art AS
Media AS
Photography AS
English Lit AS
and i may be having exstra english
pluss help for my dyslexica
it looks very nice inside clean
better then NPCS looks wize
but ima miss secondary
:') but its time to move on i guess
and i wont be alone my 3 best friends are coming along with me for the jeorny
:) ill let u know how it gose tomorow
:D
xoxo

a pic i drew :D

My art ;)
xoxo

Hair :) messy side bun

hair styles
xoxo

Make uppp :)

Well hello blogg :D

no post yesterday soz busy busy busy
soo today went out with kay and mon to look for school stuff bought this cool note pad with no lines just plan paper yay for collage i loove it and looked at some binders and that stuff :D was fun
also went boots boutght
Boots natural make up collction white eyeliner £1.99
black mascrara agagin £1.99
Eyeshadow duo MOCHA/LATTE £1.99
and
Toffie cream lip gloss £1.99


as you can see my fav colours for winter which is approchingg soon are browns beiges that stuff crams and that :D my favvsss
for eyes coz mine are blue so they pop and no black liner this season white t make eyes fuller
here of some pics of me wering all my Boots natural collecion make up
a few post down you can see the rest of the products

p.s blogg my hair was dyed alround two months ago i dyed it at home using perminate hair clouring and what a lyee scince i dyed it its been gradually gettign ligther and lighter
and after my holiday in the sun it went really blonde
im now a dark ash blonde naturally with a tad darker roots
but im very happy althought the other colour disaprered i love my natural blonde hair and i think it suits me better then brown :D
xoxo

pRIMARK AND PEACOCKS :D stuff

moi today finaly plucked my eyebrows :D woop

a few things i bougth recently :D
hehe
xoxo

Happy birthday bill and tom kaulitz

MYway of celebrating bill and toms birthday <3 happy 21st birthday =]
bills so cute in this vid and so is his voice
:D
think all of their songs are amazing no dout about it :D
xoxo
P.S (my fav band ever in the whole wid world their music means lots to me and so do they)

NEW BOOTS PRODUCTS NATURAL COLLECTION

Here are all the products i have perchased from boots natural collection
as above :)
they are each £1.99
or specail deal you buy 3 products for £5

Liqued fondation
i think the liqued fondation dosent cover many blemishes but dose give my skin an evener skin tone with some glow :)

losse powder
it works brilliantly and is very ligth on the skin feels like nothings their but gets ride of gressy skin very quickly

Press powder
altho its ore heveyer on the skin then the losse powder it dose give a very even skin tone and helps for a flawless look

Conceler sticks
this has to be one of my favs as it helps hind blemished acts as a lid primer and gets ride on any uneven or redish skin tones its very good i recomned buying one of them because they are worth it as you can see from the picture i have perchsed two :)

Mascara (brown)
suprisingly i only ever used black mascara untill i used this one as my lashes are blonde
i loved this mascra it dosent clump the lashes together and keeps them long and full

Blusher peach melba
i like this clour as its very natural but i think next time ill seach for a darker shade of blush as i like the cheeks to have a bronze look not in to the pinky look but applys very evenly

lipgloss
is very nice has no clour to it really and isnt sticky would re perchase one of them again

OVERALL
i am very impressed with this makeups quality i also love that none of them have any smell or fragrance so it smems more natural and all producta are aply easliy and removed easilyy

PICTURE of the make up on my face im only waring the make up pictured above and yes its a very natural collection
heeh P. ignor my eyebrows they need doingg lol
will blog soon
xoxo

NEW BOOTS PRODUCTS

I am ver happy with this prouduct ordinary jhonsons baby powder
i read online ages ago that if you had very gressy hair
(LIKE ME)
you should aply some baby powder all over your hair especuialy the roots
so yesterday in westfelid went to Boots and bought this a very large bottle of the stuff i think it was £2.99
along with a whole more boots natural make up range stuff
so i got home apply it to my gressy hair.. bare in mind my hair gets gressy withing 24 hours of washing it so its uber gressy most of the time
so i apply a descent amount to the roots of my hair anf the gressy secions and yes it dose make me look like i have greyy hair but after a few minits and once i had belded it in very well
all gress was gone and my hair had sligth volume to it which i liked
and because my hair is blonde it belded very wel and made my colour look even brighte which i liked
i dont no if this works for brunetts or red heads in the same way but if your a blonde like me
(dark ash blonde)
and you want to get ride of gressy hair
buy some talcum powder
xoxo

NEW THINGS

http://www.bijou-brigitte.com/epages/BijouBrigitte.sf/de_DE/?ViewAction=View&ObjectID=12658&Page=3
my fav ring i bougth the sites above i bought it while on holiday in madeira

my collection of my fav type of jewlry forget real gold and silver
i love string braclets their something very portuguese abut them and guys with them is even hotter ;) as you can see i only ware one real gold and silver ring and my sister gave me it :D

My new watch from wood green a little stool cart thinggy for £15
and my rind which i got in madeira in a little shop for 1 euro :)

1st make up tutorial :D Black and grey smokey look

before no make up erghh lol

Heres the boots natural collection that i bought for the summer
the pressed powder meduim the fondation in medum and their conceler stick

Once id applied the fondation and pressed powder in a even coverage

hehe
i put the conceler stick all over any red areas on my face under eyes vainy eye lids so on
once this is done the base makeup is complet time for the eyes and cheeks

the mascara i used was maybelline falsies mascara very black the eye shadow can be any meduim grey and dark or mac balck and any liquid eyeliner will doo

then make sure you have any big fluffy brush an angle brush and a eyelash seperator and eyebrow comb and any brush to blend with

also get any type of blusher you wish to use i like using my bronzer one i dont really like pink cheecks on me as i have very pink skin tone but feel free to substiute colours you like1st apply the medum grey all over your eyelids with a brusk or with your ring finger
once that is done apply the dark mac black or any other dark black to the outer corners and a little on the uper lid blend these two in well :D
then get any hightlither of ypur choice and apply bellow the brows and also on to the inner corners of your eyes

colourworks lipgloss i used the darker purplie shade

once all that is done apply a thin or thick like of liquid liner and a little under the eye to finish off the coners

then apply your blush and lipgloss and finito
smokey grey black look also feel free to use an angle brush and a brown shade to fill in your eyebrows if they need filling

The final look
hope you like it
if not :D oh well lol
will blogg soon
xoxo

P.S please ignor the awful pics of me :P EGH lol

Whats been going on

well i promised a post soon
OPPS
sorry seems i forgot.. or just had something better to do
well scince i last posted i got my GCSE results
:) suprisingly i did great
got all AsBsand Cs
and two Ds but for subjects that are inimportant
i went to enroll
god that crapp took long like 4 and a half hours lmaoo
enrolled all my fellow teachers we telling me how impressive my results were
made me feel special :)
well enrolled at monoux
IM NOW A COLLAGE STUDENT ;)
hehe
took All my portfolis with me they were impressed :D im exstremly proud of my art one obviously coz thats my fav thing in the world one of my only good hobbies alond ith knitting lmao
been doing some art today helps me take my mind off other things
....
when i went on holiday thi yr i didnt no 10 days could change
EVERYTHING
nothing feels like it did before
:/iv changed alot in them 10 days too
dont kno if its perminate but i hope so
feel like things that i thought were important before i left
just arnt anymore
well not as much anyway
:S
any way must that kayleigh for getting me in to madina lake
i actaully love a few of their songs listeing to one right now :D hehe
well appart from all that nothing new has really happend
ema has been accepted thank god that 30 quid a week is gonna be what i buy make up with and cloths and stuff
colage will suply me with art stuf so thats sorted
also gonna make an ebay account maybe today or tomorow got 80 ouid to spend on my self :D
soooo ;) hheeeheheh
hmm need to do some more excercice soon
also gonna maby do some make up looks and take pics as i go along exsplaing what i did
like that pink eyeshadow leapord print look i did a while back with the eletric pinks and white iner conners :D hopefully that will be comeing soon
sooooo its been a long post sowill blogg laterxoxoholiday tan :D

back

:) im back from holiday :) wil blogg proper tomorow pics and stuff for now heres me just lettng you no posting soonagee

Moving foward

Well im finalyfeeling ready to move on
with love life everything
im going soon in like 3 proper days lol
hehehe may not blogg till im back
i will miss you blogg but im having fun
:D
finaly feel like yh
i want to make more new freinds at collage and find new things i like
and find proper love were two people love each other :D
okay you dont like me what ever
ill move on find someone better
im feeling really positive atm
like okay im now ready to face life
properly
and you missed out on the best thing you could of had
YOUR LOSS
< 3
PUT YOUR HANDS ON ME IN MY SKIN TIGHT JEANS
YHHHHHHHHHHH

MY big sister

My big sister is called ana
shes is now officially 22 years old
because its her BIRTHDAY

i am dedicating this blog post to all the things i am thankful for about her

firstly thank you for being my sister and always being their for me
and always sharing the last pice of popcorn with me
and wacthing me have baths when i was younger cause i was scared of being alone in the tolite
and helping me to learn portuguese better
thank you for always being their for me when i was sick or upset and thank you for always beating me when i was rude or talked back
thank you for always listening to me
whe i needed to talk :D

thank you for bing a great sister and sorting everyhting out when mum left

i no she left this place in a state and i no its going to be yrs before you ca put it al behind you properly bt thank yyou so much for doing it to help save me and monnies asses
thank you so much for helping me buy my first prom dress]and wacthing me put it on and thank yo so much for listing to all my hopes and dreams
and listening to me talk about old crushes and new ones
thank you for helping me apply to collages and wacthing me grow up and become older

and most importantly to me thank you so much for always being my bestfried and someone who i can joke around with someone whos always thair to laugth with and some one to call when im bored
thank you for always playing them sumo wrestling games with me the portuguese game and i think it was shara and michell lmaooo and thank you so much for all of the wonderful things you have done

i am going to conclude this with a fue simple words

thank you
x


HAPPY BIRTHDAY I LOVE YUR STINKY ASS

TAGED

Another Evening, Another Tag ;)

i have been tagged by ana, This tag seems quiet interesting so I'm looking forward to it...
Here We Go:

4 things found in my bag:
-Purse.
-Keys.
-ipod
-rubbish (no jk)

4 things found in my purse:
-zip pocket full of 5ps
-credit card
-pics of fam friends
-recits

4 favourite things in my room:
-bed :D
-laptop
-desk full of stuff
-my art stuff.

4 things I've always wanted to do:
-meet tokio hotel
-learn german
-tell him.
-live properly
4 things I'm currently into:
-Blogging.
-work ;D
-holiday stuff shopping so on
-hooisers

4 things i bet you didn't know about me:
-i have a summer job thanks to ana
-i get paid under minimum wage :( lol.
-i feel like my dad takes over things sometimes.
-im going to collage in september

4 songs i can't get out of my head:
- goodbye mr A-hoosiers
-philip laurue-deeper side of you .
-Club can't handle me - Flo Rider.

-teenage dream- katy perry.


THIS WAS FUN :)

music i no

am 134% obsessed with music.

Check the bands you’ve HEARD OF. Not just the ones you like.

Be honest people!

If you really have never heard of them.

Don’t mark it. it just makes you look fake.

ALTERNATIVE:

Breaking Benjamin [x]

Paramore [x]

Panic! At The Disco [x]

Linkin Park [x]

The Academy Is []

Coldplay [x]

Three Days Grace [x]

Yellowcard [x]

30 Seconds to Mars [x]

Chevelle [ ]

TOTAL SO FAR = 8

COUNTRY:

Rascal Flatts [x ]

Carrie Underwood [x]

Leanne Rimes [x]

Garth Brooks [ ]

Dixie Chicks [ ]

Kenny Chesney [ ]

Tim McGraw [ x]

Faith Hill [x]

Shania Twain [x]

Johnny Cash [x]

TOTAL SO FAR = 15

EMO:

Hawthorne Heights []

Chiodos []

Forgive Durden [ ]

Amber Pacific []

The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus []

From First to Last []

Senses Fail []

Underoath []

Something Corporate [ ]

Hit The Lights []

Dear Whoever [ ]

TOTAL SO FAR = 15

INDIE:

The Hush Sound [ ]

NeverShoutNever! []

Death Cab for Cutie [x]

Dashboard Confessional [x]

The Killers [x]

Yeah Yeah Yeahs []

Hot Hot Heat [ ]

Gym Class Heroes [x]

Franz Ferdinand []

Modest Mouse [ ]

TOTAL SO FAR = 19

METAL:

Slipknot [x]

System of a Down [x]

Disturbed []

Metallica [x]

Guns n’ Roses [x]

Lamb of God []

Slayer []

Hatebreed []

Killswitch Engage []

Children of Bodom []

Arch Enemy []

Behemoth []

TOTAL SO FAR = 23

POP:

Teddy Geiger [ ]

Ashlee Simpson [x]

Kelly Clarkson [x]

Jesse McCartney [x]

Avril Lavigne [x]

P!NK [x]

The Veronicas [x]

Daniel Powter [x]

James Blunt [x]

Natasha Bedingfield [x]

Ryan Cabrera [ ]

TOTAL SO FAR = 32

POWERPOP/PUNK:

Hellogoodbye []

Cute is What We Aim for []

Cartel [ ]

The Click Five [ ]

Fall Out Boy [x]

Rise Against []

Good Charlotte [x]

Bowling for Soup [x]

Relient K [ ]

Anti - Flag []

Simple Plan [x]

TOTAL SO FAR = 36

RAP:

Ying Yang Twins [x]

T.I. [x]

Paul Wall [ ]

TuPac [x]

Jamie Foxx [x]

Ludacris [x]

Lil’ Jon [x]

Outkast [x]

50 Cent [x]

Kanye West [x]

Notorious B.I.G [x]

Young Jeezy [x]

TOTAL SO FAR = 47

SKA:

Reel Big Fish []

The Specials [ ]

Caddies [ ]

Rancid []

The Aquabats [ ]

Sublime []

No Doubt [x]

Madness []

Operation Ivy []

Bob Marley [x]

TOTAL SO FAR= 49

ROCK:

Taking Back Sunday []

All-American Rejects [x]

Motion City Soundtrack [x]

Avenged Sevenfold [x]

Angels and Airwaves []

Evanescence [x]

My Chemical Romance [x]

Drowning Pool []

Green Day [x]

Blink-182 [x]

Madina Lake [x]

TOTAL SO FAR = 57

CLASSIC ROCK:

The Beatles [x]

Led Zeppelin [x]

The Rolling Stones [x]

The Cure [x]

The Who []

Pink Floyd [x]

Jimi Hendrix [x]

Queen [x]

Van Halen [x]

Poison [x]

AC-DC [x]

TOTAL= 67

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Multiply your TOTAL by 2,

Then Re-post this as:

I am (TOTAL)% obsessed with music

Grrr

i have many things i hate about myself sometimes
but one thats always been with me for a long time is
that im always the girl
who guys will treat ike a sister
like a best freind
like a person who they can confide in
but never a girl they would date
or actually like
anyhoo gonna go get my photos hopefully developed
will blog later bout how making the portfoloi goes
xoxo

LONG post lol

PIC from today

best fake time :D

Face prouducts

outfit today

anas sexy heals
on me lol

summer shorts
and finaly summer music

my oh my

BILL POST < 3
my fav singer
the most sexy singer
one of the only guys who gets away with eyeliner and tattoos and pircings
< 3
the guy who wrote the mucic that saved my life a yr ago < 3