two hot guys ;D

Alex Evans :D

Sam Way :)

Both tottaly difffrent but tottaly hot xx

Top 10 movie/ tv couples i love :D no order

Lucas and peyton

Ted and Robin

Ginnny and harry

Ron and Hermoine

Bella and edward

Rose and Jack

Edward and Vivven

Edward and kim

Baby and jhonny

Patrick and Kat


My top 1o movie / program couples
im sure theirs more i love but i could only have 10 :) hehe

New yr bloggin

Ahahahaha new year new me ;D
my motto every year but this time its true im gonna change for the better :) takee more care of myself and be happyer also lots more blogging :) may change it up abit too xD ehehhe will blogg soon

Today was a fairytale :D

Well sometimes you gotta pic yourself up look up to the sky let a tear shed and pray things will get better and maby after a cry you will feel better like i did, and maby just maby when you feel at your worst and at your lowest point you flash back and relise theirs stillhope and faith and faith and hope is beliveing without proff and while ther is no proff of fairytale enddings i have faith and hope tha one day i will get mine

Waiting for prince charmig to get on his white hourse come charging up to my door and rescuing me with his sord :D



He resuces her freom the tower and she resues him right back :D
ahh i watched shreck the 4th one today ignor this whole fairytale loveage i just really do belive it can happen just pacianece :)

New bag :)

new bag has the long strap i wanted :D
xoxo

Be be your love

I have had a head ach for the past few days :/ hasnt been making me feel to well very faint... if it continunes may have to go doctor never had them this bad :'(... any hoo did shopping again today so tired i need a rest from it. tomorow is christmas eve and now to a portuguese family :) its more important then chrsitmas day we have the big meal tomorow we open our presents at midnight la de da, so if all goes to planed we should be going to dannys house so i probably wont blogg till like the 27th or something properly :)... bought a new bag today as my present from my dad to me :) gonna have to rap it up and stuff also bought a new bra ;D OMG its amazing my boobs look huge in it ;) WOO happy me its also skin coloured which i like. so yh will blog later probably im just waiting for ana and monica to get back from the nail shop so i can eat dinner with them Will post pictures of the bag later too ahh new year soon :) new year fresh start.... no more being depressed over things just tryign to be happy more is my new yrs resoultion and no more nail biting but iv dont that one hundresed of times and never works lol hahaha but i never no maby it will this year and i will finaly get my long nails iv always wanted xoxo

Sam's 17th birthday

All of us at the pizza place :) amazing day out
i havent been fully myself recently but being surounded by people you love helps
keep me grounded
watched the torist :D OMG best film iv seen in a long time i was ***** in my eyes
(not just becasue of jhonny depp)
angelina jolie is beautiful :O
i wish i could look like her just a tiny bit shes that beautiful

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JIDvSOkIjKg&feature=fvsr

Fav copule in a movie ever :)
lena and kostas
absoloutly beautiful so hapy they ended up togther

oh na na whats my name

Went xmas shopping with kay today
saw lisa :) went kfc
got some more prezzies :) talk with kay
missed her
bought some nail strenther gonna grow em ;)
hmm went superdrugg ;)
OMG the hottest guy worked their and served me lol
so friendly he was ;) never sene him their before :) hope hes their again :) lol
got sammy her card and littel gift :)
came home :) ahhh im tiredd
Gonna watch sisterhood of traveling pants now
ahh lena and kostas cutest couple ever :)
and when i have children :) my first girl will be named Lena :D
xoxo

songs that have made me :') :'( recently

como se fosse a primerira vez

sundaysnow

My road usualy a place of druggies and gangstas ;D
looks beautiful for once
was feeling a little down early so my big sis took me out for a walkie in the snow
i missed the cruch of the snow so much
its was so cold and one random guy walked by and said hello
lol my sister thougth i knew him so she said hello back lol
of course i have no idea who he was but he didnt kill us so
thank you wereierd random man :D
ahhh this weekend has been like snowed in
i jsut feel kinda borde need to go out tomorow i need air
lol
missing my friends already only been a few hours i can tell that i will miss them more as
time keeps going on
but fornow i hope they miss me too :)
ahhhh one week till xmas
wishing everybody a happy one :D
xoxo

I whip my hair back and forth ;D

snow my veiw from living room
:)

i want to draw omething like this
its kinda inspried me so i bloged it so i can come back and look at it
lol

picture of me frm ages ago
kew gardens trip
:) iv always wanted a picture of me neer red flowers lol
dont ask why it was a clueless ty momnet

i spent today admiring the snow
so beautiful and knitting and music from ze ipod
and harry potter and reading and ahhh food
:)

me and lisa got matching yellow umbrellas
:D coz were cool like that lol hehe

last time it snowed i had a great time this was a few weeks back
that days gone now tho its just a memorie one i wont forget
one i cant....
my hairs getting longer now will take a pic soon its like
past shoulders a few more moths like 3/4 it will be further down im letting it grow this time no heat nothing alll natural want to see the results
xoxo

Not everything has to be about dark times lights always their

cant exsprese how many times i have sat in my bathroon
on the floor leaning against the tub crying thinking smileing
just saw this and it totaly remded me of me
i really do think the bathroom is the place were i think
the most which is strange as its like the one room im alone in
so being alone causes me to think more
i think this photo discribes that feeling of thought in a bathoom

Today snowed and it was the final day of education for me in 2010
:') it was more a happything then sad and guess what for once i was happy
i wasnt pretnedeing to be happy or to enjoy myself
i actulay had a reall good day
and its not that bad
to be happy i think i deserve to be happy more
actualy happy

after the fun outside of college
i went shopping with lisa and after 3 hours of fun lughter jks and plan sillyness
we left with matching yellow umbrellas
and again i was happy i dont think i have ever laughted that much in ages
i think the smile burn 3 calroies may be something i aim to do
alot as i like thefeeling of smileing its effortless.
i started writing this blogg feeling a ltiile down but ill end it knowing ill sleep with a smile of my face because i have learnt

Everything really dose happen for a reason
even if at the time it dosent seem thta way

not everyone desevers second chances at something
even if you want to give them one

and finaly
you are not alone
you always have a smile with you
its weather you chosse to spend time with it
that matters

xoxo

trying things

hahahahah omg i found this vid on my laptop from ages ago with sazan well after NPK finished lol aahhaha I had to upload becasue its tooo funny
xoxo

undendlichkeit

i love tumbler i see the most amazing posts. well today photography was alright first lesson i had to go down to the dark room and see jonhs demnstration on how to use the ligths down their lol thers this huge pole thinng that you got to put from the celling to the floor i was calling it a "stripperpole " and jonh was like "aahah sylvia auto pole" lol me and cheasea kept laugthing at everything lol it all seemed so pervy lol all the things that he was doing and the way you have to conect everything, the too little things holding up the back drop look like dildos no joke hahaha after that had break, then had hotography agan i did no work 1 hour and 15 mins of my life waisted i going to have to start doing it but i can never be botherd. i got artist reaserch to do witch im oing in early tomorow to get done its my half day and im going to spend most of it in the library :/ so after that i had english went all that way to then relised i left my jakect went al the way back then went to englsih again...omg avishan almost feel asleepduring the poems cant blame him they were a bit dull today. the breast cancer one was sad tho :s then i had my dyslexia thing, nowi know its suposed to help me but oh my lord i was being observed by all 3 women and they were all taking notes to make it wore they did some alphabet thing with me. i enjoyed the poety bit probs becasue im familiar with the poem already so it was easy. its starnge how diffrently the women all inturperated the poem diffrent to how i thougth it. it was the patato pealing one. so y after that i pomised lisa wed go on are Girleee date today lol so i waited for her in the canteen untill 2 :D then i went drappers with her but we icided to sit on a bench outside and relaxe while eating cokkies :) we talked for like an hour :D thn lisa had to go back to clas i went and found chelsea sophia and ayo then we went home :) wen with chelsea on the 123 and got home to a frezzzing house :Si hate the cold.

xoxo

In photography ;P

found out the blogger site works at colleg ;D happy posting in lessons ahahhaha random pic of photo; lesson stuff i took that ;D

ahhhahaha will blog later when i get home :) lol photography been funny today pervyy and omg i dont know what to do anymore :S i just feel so blergh why cant i just speak :S WTF

xoxo

Monday

I took some pictures today in media :) of the sun setting ima use them for my photography light thinggy. today was okay i guess art was better as aiden was no longer teaching us and that woman who left on maturinaty leave iis back and teching us full time so thts good. adult lit got canceld that made my day better lunch was okay its so cold im defo waring my coat tomorow as i was really cod today. so yh after media which i didn noting in seriously took th pics sat ther lisiting to my ipod i was aone in the rom half the time all the other groups filiming were doing that on wednesday. so yh walked home coz ayo lost his oyster so we walked home with him :) was a nice walk Cabbage fanny ( their was this really horrible smell neer totenham hale the lake bit it was bad ) so yh came home as usualy naped becasue i am so old and did some knitting as it realxes me so yh gonna go bed soon my hairs still half wet from my bath and i have done no cousre work tomorow hopefully john gives us the free peiod to wither take pictures of the sun or to do coursework if so ima sit on the computer talking to chelsea doing my reaserch thing, ohh i also got my dyslexia lesson tomorow after college and ima wait till 2 oclcock so i can hang out with lisa during her lunch we have a "date" LOL hahaha oh i do love her, so yh i may go LRC after do my artis anaylsis work as its due thursday i havent started and i no it will take me for ever to go through all the books and pick out the right parts. pluss its adines assiment and he dosent like old art he like modern art the kind i dont like so its gonna clash. so yh tomorow whats suposed to be my half day may be a little longer then usual so i know ima get hungry throught theday so im going to take some food to :) so yh i might go bed now or proabaley read or knit i have nothing eles to do and i woke up way early today so i need rest

xoxo

Randomness and xmas shopping :D with all my faves

HAHAHAHAAH
randomness during xfactor
with my big sis
taking the piss outaa daddys beard
lol

Moi today :) i want that tattoeddd ;D
i love cute meanongful nes like :D so mcuh

My dad hates hates hates pressents so i got a keltel
ours broke a while agoo
:D oo ehhehehehe and he dont read tis s he wont find out :) lol

I love knitting so i got some red wool lil sugested the colour :)

Moi in me granny carddie :)

makes me happy
idk why
probs childhood memeories
and reminds me that life iss good :)
awww i got a phone call yesterday afyet college from avishan louis and evans they anted to know if i got home safe after my dyslexia assament i was like awwww thts soo sweet :D
i have amamzing freinds
that made my day
assesment went well i ook 20 mins some people took an hour and a half with it lmaoo
:)
xoxo

...

Every time I see him all cool, calm and collected, I lose my breath, my heart starts pounding, and I am painfully aware that I am not over him and he is over me

HOT

OMMFG
gahh his is beautifull
:O like :O:O:O
enriquee gahh soo :D
lol saw it on tumbler had to blogg to beautifull
^______________^

IWANAMARRYENRIQUE
MOVEOVERANACORNICOVAAA
;P
xoxo

:D Im a night personnn

i have officily dicided im a night person
i have dicided im crazy
i have dicided i love tumbelr
i have dicided i dont use twitter
i had fun stalking people on hi5 today ;D
i have dicided ima goo sleeps soon Zzzzi have dicided i want to look like this
lol
:)

xoxo

Music heros german ;D

Navada tan / panik
Guy with hat and blue ts are the hottest aka lead singer and raper ;)
timo sonnershone :) ahhhh

Gahhh Bill = mine
uber end der welt :D

NENA
my fav song of hers mach die augen auf
:D
i hope when im 50 like she is pictured above i look that young lol


so yh my german idols of music
xoxo

Was that fate or an accident
i should have said hello...
the reason we cant say anything to each other
is becasue we both take each others
breaths away
xoxo

I MISS

I MISS SUMMER 2010 SOO MUCH
PLEASE HURRY SUMER 2011 :D
XOXO

¬,¬

i got borde i drew
taylor swift

Ahhh

is it just me or dose ryan gosling look amazing
im sure its not just me
lol he looks lovelyy :) saw this
pic on just jerred had to post

xoxo

:D I got a feeling RANDOM

I wish i looked like effy from skins OR taylor swift lmaooo
either one is fine
im just tired of looking boring LMAO

Pluss taylors hair is beautifulll

I miss sumer 2010
soo much :(
this sumer was actualy awsome
^__^
thannks to my amazing friends
XD

Anas pink wellis Vs my skull wellis

Anas
Warm and no cold gets in
not very pretty and short :/

Mine
Sexy desine
Cold as hell not warm at all

LMAOO
Random blogg post ;D
im high on coffeee ignor meee
XD
xoxo