Want a personal soilder...

I'll be your hero whose standing strong
Who protects you from any fight
And if your battles are piling on
I will take them on with all my might
Cry your tears on my shoulder
You don't know what the future holds
So I'll be your personal soldier
....

i think that is what any girl wants a guy who she knows will protect her no matter what
fight her battels, do her no wrong, i mean if tradition is something to go by it should be the guy
who does everything, makes her feel special, treat her right
Well i know its all i want i want a personal solider
who i love and who loves me back
and insted of him just fighting my battels
i wuld help him fight his
and that way we could protect each other
but thats just what i want
but iv learned that most of the time you dont get what you want in life
not becasue you were afraid to go for it
but becasue you were afraid to have it
for something so beautiful to actualy be yours as much as you try to protect it you break it in the prossecess, by smothering it in to much care and love
so my advice for myself would be to just say what ever i feel when i feel it
because at least that way im being honest with myself
So
I Love you

its not that hard once you can say it to your self
you can learn to say it to others
i guess thats my issue
i could never say it to myself
so how could i believe that you ment it
and mean it but i can now
im worth loving
i know that

If heart ache was a physical pain
i could face it i could face it
but your hurting me from inside of my mind
i can't take it
i can't take it
im gonna loss my mind





Trying to replace your heart