1) do my art work from last term 2) do new art work for half term 3)get that one picture for art printed 4) start and finish travel writing for english lit 5)read the book for ebglish lit
6)take sme pictures for photography 7)orginese stuff to stuck in to portflio
Meeee :) Right now my media work is killing meee ike crazyy i cant take it 45 slide power point is like twooooo crazyyy ¬¬ STRESSS :( some one make me feel betterrr
well today was valintines day and i must say my college deffinetly decorated for the ocastion from streamers to red ballons everywhere and i love you signs on the wall and this valitines yr i havent got a valitine and that dosent really bother me and im glad i relised that this yr the love of freinds and family is propbably better then the stress of valitines BF GF Stuff
So yh obviously what girl isnitn gonna get alittel irritated at seeing hunderes of girls carrieng red rose and teddys while ur stood with yur best freind on your arm and no rose but i think id rather hve the frendship and fun for now
maby next yr ey
To all those who do have a seacil one to celibrate with have a lovely evening and rember it dosent only have to be V day for you to treat yur partnbers if yournot doing that everyday anyway then theirs somehting wrong with yall
I have had a head ach for the past few days :/ hasnt been making me feel to well very faint... if it continunes may have to go doctor never had them this bad :'(... any hoo did shopping again today so tired i need a rest from it. tomorow is christmas eve and now to a portuguese family :) its more important then chrsitmas day we have the big meal tomorow we open our presents at midnight la de da, so if all goes to planed we should be going to dannys house so i probably wont blogg till like the 27th or something properly :)... bought a new bag today as my present from my dad to me :) gonna have to rap it up and stuff also bought a new bra ;D OMG its amazing my boobs look huge in it ;) WOO happy me its also skin coloured which i like. so yh will blog later probably im just waiting for ana and monica to get back from the nail shop so i can eat dinner with them Will post pictures of the bag later too ahh new year soon :) new year fresh start.... no more being depressed over things just tryign to be happy more is my new yrs resoultion and no more nail biting but iv dont that one hundresed of times and never works lol hahaha but i never no maby it will this year and i will finaly get my long nails iv always wanted xoxo
cant exsprese how many times i have sat in my bathroon on the floor leaning against the tub crying thinking smileing just saw this and it totaly remded me of me i really do think the bathroom is the place were i think the most which is strange as its like the one room im alone in so being alone causes me to think more i think this photo discribes that feeling of thought in a bathoom
Today snowed and it was the final day of education for me in 2010 :') it was more a happything then sad and guess what for once i was happy i wasnt pretnedeing to be happy or to enjoy myself i actulay had a reall good day and its not that bad to be happy i think i deserve to be happy more actualy happy
after the fun outside of college i went shopping with lisa and after 3 hours of fun lughter jks and plan sillyness we left with matching yellow umbrellas and again i was happy i dont think i have ever laughted that much in ages i think the smile burn 3 calroies may be something i aim to do alot as i like thefeeling of smileing its effortless. i started writing this blogg feeling a ltiile down but ill end it knowing ill sleep with a smile of my face because i have learnt
Everything really dose happen for a reason even if at the time it dosent seem thta way
not everyone desevers second chances at something even if you want to give them one
and finaly you are not alone you always have a smile with you its weather you chosse to spend time with it that matters
Watching cinderella story, :) if only life was really like thiss :'( alas it usualy is not... ahh my heads kinda hurting may put up some th posters tomorow had to take them down for bunkbed :) anyhoo probs gonna go bed got a head ach and nothing to do so yhh xoxo
I'll be your hero whose standing strong Who protects you from any fight And if your battles are piling on I will take them on with all my might Cry your tears on my shoulder You don't know what the future holds So I'll be your personal soldier ....
i think that is what any girl wants a guy who she knows will protect her no matter what fight her battels, do her no wrong, i mean if tradition is something to go by it should be the guy who does everything, makes her feel special, treat her right Well i know its all i want i want a personal solider who i love and who loves me back and insted of him just fighting my battels i wuld help him fight his and that way we could protect each other but thats just what i want but iv learned that most of the time you dont get what you want in life not becasue you were afraid to go for it but becasue you were afraid to have it for something so beautiful to actualy be yours as much as you try to protect it you break it in the prossecess, by smothering it in to much care and love so my advice for myself would be to just say what ever i feel when i feel it because at least that way im being honest with myself So I Love you
its not that hard once you can say it to your self you can learn to say it to others i guess thats my issue i could never say it to myself so how could i believe that you ment it and mean it but i can now im worth loving i know that
If heart ache was a physical pain i could face it i could face it but your hurting me from inside of my mind i can't take it i can't take it im gonna loss my mind
well 1st day back after half term as usuale art was a bore that womans sucking the inspiration right out of me its a bit frigthening adult lit was canceledd thank the lord i kinda hate that lesson media was good i litrally did nothing their was no rooma availble to film so i just continused with some art work after all that crappy lessons lunch was okay really as good a it could be :/ as good as i could make it paint on a face and continue for now so after thet went home with lisa :D ahhh she makes me feel better any problems or worries i have i can tell her know shell keep them to her self and give me the best advice " i herd my dad pee" that line saved me from tears today thank you lisaaaa because if tears had arisen i would have been a mess any hooo will blogg later xoxo
PS i want a tattoo of this with the saying Rette mich my fav tokio hotel song means alot to me and the 3 birds are me and my two sisters i think its lovelyy :D xoxo what yall think bout my "birdy" tattoo idea <3
have you ever had one of thoses days wer you just wish you family would disppear i mean im tired of them my dads pissing me off... its anoying and to be honest i cant be botherd to lsitin to it anymore.... just really not in the mood... im gonna rant about it now becasue it makes me feel better.... GRRRRR i mean serouily its not just him tho pissed at all of them lazy never lisetienn and i do love them but sometimes i jsut want them all gone just for a few minits so i can get some friggin peace and quiteeeee :@
i mean this half term has been one of the worst of my whole intire life... like ever... not gonna go in to why as that will be a whole other situautionnn andi cba becasue it just upsets me even more... so this has been an awful half term and you know what im tired of it.... my sisters told my dad to move out and his constant blabbering about it upsets me and im tired of it i dont have a familyy i dont have a happy family i have a disfunctional amount of people who call them selves relatives... havent spoken to my granparents in like a yr havent seen my mother in 4 yrs and the only two people i can honeslty say are always their for me are my sisters....it has always been us alone in the world even when both papernts cared...
so yes im magorly pissed off im anoyed at everyone and everything today and im only excited to go see kay and lisa later... im pissed off ateveryone especialllyy YOU nd YOU know who YOU are and if YOU dont know who YOU are YOUare a bigger idot then i thought YOU were
My name is Sylvia Christina, some times spelt Silvia.Im portuguese and I’m 16 years old; I’m in Collage :) start in september. I have amazing friends and three amazing sisters that I love with all my heart and this is my blog. I update my blog regularly with stuff that’s important to me, events, family, friends, things I find interesting and anything else i can think off. My blogs an important thing to me I keep thoughts ideas and much much more in my blog. So read enjoy follow and keep tuned for more blog updates. i also do ocational reveiw and talk about products
