Showing posts with label thougths. Show all posts
Showing posts with label thougths. Show all posts

Saturday, 2 April 2011

i keep saying

soo soo sorry i keep saying ill blog more to myself but then i forget and i do have the time it just escapes my mind sooo herea another post, rigth now im waiting for ana to come home and take me to dannys so i can eat lucnh coz i meeting up with kay later on today so ana better hurry yp >.< PLEASE.... i got an at exam monday and final filmling deadline for media so rebbeca has to be in so we can get thisnthing rapped up as soon as possible, other then that photography exams been cancelled so jhon basically waisted 4 hours of my lifee lool... oh well were having it in a few weeks time so i can get more prepared and stuff... english course work also due in so when i get in today ima be wrking on all of them to get the other two finished as soon as possible mut submit goor first draft pluss work on my media evaluation

LIST of things TO DO
media evaluation david
english cw charles
English cw angela
Jhon photographs
Art skeach book angie

:/ feel like in forgettign something >.< anyhoooo
photography isnt all hard work ;D we mess around a bit heres a photo that i love that louis eddited :D im in the red XD

Tuesday, 22 March 2011

tuesday :D


i want to thank my big sister ana for my new laptop which im currnetly typing away on the HP Mini in hotpink ;D its way fater then my old one and way cuter too and much more easy to move and stuff (other one was bulkyy) :) i still have my old laptop but the screens broken s i cant shut it so its always open... i got a tone of music photods excetera on their xD so it feels nice to ahve a laptop without anyof that stuff all clean so i can orginise it properly :) hehe... also someone at college said "your hairs getting longer" :D made my day i cant wait for it to grow out more longer suits me way bettter XD... had my final dyslexia assesment... went well i have imporved abit and the lady said i was welcome back anytime if i needed help my files gonna be their for me if i need to do anything :,) awwww bless em i got some stratigys i need to keep practinsjnf and some stuff to revise for english lit pluss art work to do and media filming and a photography unit by 3 weeks time >.< STRESS yess this must be what you feeel like... got some readign to do for thursday too so ima hop in to bed and get some good deserved sleep night night people... comment and follow ill follwo back and reply :D love you my readers

xoxo

Sunday, 20 March 2011

birthday sleepover :)

yes i look a mess in my pijamas loool please ignorrrr lool hehehe me and chelsea < 3 my bubbieee
anne and jessy rocking out to guitar hero :) hehehhehehe annd my foot ehehheheh < 3

yes im exsposing a picture of me in the morning bare faced loool ahahhahhahha xD so for my 17th birthday this yr i went iceskating then nandos with very close friends :) and then went to stay round chelseas house :) with jessy and anne for a little while i had a great weekend :) and this is the first official post from my new laptop i will blogg about it soon ill give a hint tho PINK :) hehe night ngiht xoxo

Friday, 25 February 2011

long time no post xD


So my nails grew a crap tone in the last 2 weeks making them the longest they have ever been naturally
this is sleek browniee
i stole it from my sis im addicted to changing my nail colour but iv had this for a good 3 days not wonder if i can make it till sunday when i wanan redo coz i got college and their chippping :)

Will do a jewlry blog post soon what m braclets symbolize and how long iv had them blah blah blah, that kind of thing hopefully the funny and sweet storys will be intresiting if not SUCK IT ;Dahha kiding but ya... ill see how that goes

and finaly moi ;)
night night
xoxo

Wednesday, 23 February 2011

LIST OF THINGS TO DO BEFORE COLLEGE

1) do my art work from last term
2) do new art work for half term
3)get that one picture for art printed
4) start and finish travel writing for english lit
5)read the book for ebglish lit
6)take sme pictures for photography
7)orginese stuff to stuck in to portflio


DO IT
xoxo

Monday, 14 February 2011

Valintines day :)


OUT FIT OF THE DAY

well today was valintines day and i must say my college deffinetly decorated
for the ocastion from streamers to red ballons everywhere
and i love you signs on the wall
and this valitines yr i havent got a valitine and that dosent really bother me
and im glad i relised that this yr the love of freinds and family is propbably better then the stress of valitines BF GF Stuff

So yh obviously what girl isnitn gonna get alittel irritated at seeing hunderes of girls carrieng red rose and teddys while ur stood with yur best freind on your arm and no rose
but i think id rather hve the frendship and fun for now

maby next yr ey

To all those who do have a seacil one to celibrate with have a lovely evening and rember it dosent only have to be V day for you to treat yur partnbers
if yournot doing that everyday anyway then theirs somehting wrong with yall

xoxo

Tuesday, 21 December 2010

oh na na whats my name

Went xmas shopping with kay today
saw lisa :) went kfc
got some more prezzies :) talk with kay
missed her
bought some nail strenther gonna grow em ;)
hmm went superdrugg ;)
OMG the hottest guy worked their and served me lol
so friendly he was ;) never sene him their before :) hope hes their again :) lol
got sammy her card and littel gift :)
came home :) ahhh im tiredd
Gonna watch sisterhood of traveling pants now
ahh lena and kostas cutest couple ever :)
and when i have children :) my first girl will be named Lena :D
xoxo

Tuesday, 14 December 2010

In photography ;P


found out the blogger site works at colleg ;D happy posting in lessons ahahhaha random pic of photo; lesson stuff i took that ;D
ahhhahaha will blog later when i get home :) lol photography been funny today pervyy and omg i dont know what to do anymore :S i just feel so blergh why cant i just speak :S WTF
xoxo

Saturday, 4 December 2010

:D I got a feeling RANDOM


I wish i looked like effy from skins OR taylor swift lmaooo
either one is fine
im just tired of looking boring LMAO

Pluss taylors hair is beautifulll

I miss sumer 2010
soo much :(
this sumer was actualy awsome
^__^
thannks to my amazing friends
XD

Anas pink wellis Vs my skull wellis

Anas
Warm and no cold gets in
not very pretty and short :/

Mine
Sexy desine
Cold as hell not warm at all

LMAOO
Random blogg post ;D
im high on coffeee ignor meee
XD
xoxo

Tuesday, 23 November 2010

OMG



O. M. G
you so sexy
;D

ahh love this song, tis so amazshing :D... ahh i really want ana to hurry up with her bath and shizz so i can have mine :D... and i need her to text lil need her to find out if we still going out tomorow kinda in the mood to go camden xD i know lil wanted to go a while ago hmm :D ... I know this is random but i love tumblerr ;D and orange juice :D having an orringyy overload atm :D haha kinda wana blog more to do with make up might do a blog post soon about diffrent products i use and how thay work for me xD to ligthen up my blogg aso want a new layout and stuff hmmm ... louis told me to get a whole new blog lmaoo ahahahaha but iv been blogging for nearly two years if not more ;D

xoxo

Monday, 22 November 2010

Want a personal soilder...

I'll be your hero whose standing strong
Who protects you from any fight
And if your battles are piling on
I will take them on with all my might
Cry your tears on my shoulder
You don't know what the future holds
So I'll be your personal soldier
....

i think that is what any girl wants a guy who she knows will protect her no matter what
fight her battels, do her no wrong, i mean if tradition is something to go by it should be the guy
who does everything, makes her feel special, treat her right
Well i know its all i want i want a personal solider
who i love and who loves me back
and insted of him just fighting my battels
i wuld help him fight his
and that way we could protect each other
but thats just what i want
but iv learned that most of the time you dont get what you want in life
not becasue you were afraid to go for it
but becasue you were afraid to have it
for something so beautiful to actualy be yours as much as you try to protect it you break it in the prossecess, by smothering it in to much care and love
so my advice for myself would be to just say what ever i feel when i feel it
because at least that way im being honest with myself
So
I Love you

its not that hard once you can say it to your self
you can learn to say it to others
i guess thats my issue
i could never say it to myself
so how could i believe that you ment it
and mean it but i can now
im worth loving
i know that

If heart ache was a physical pain
i could face it i could face it
but your hurting me from inside of my mind
i can't take it
i can't take it
im gonna loss my mind





Trying to replace your heart

Sunday, 21 November 2010

runing out

hellooo blog, well today has been filled with shitt, littraly this media essay is doing my nut in and i swaer im gonna slap someone :@... pluss im not in the mood with anything, im in one of them in my own world / bubble days :D but tomorow i have college so get to see my friends :D so thats a good thing :D icbb with anything today but i can be bothered toliseitn to music :D the wanteds new album is the bomb ;D and loveing my latin music anyhooo will blogg later or tomorowww :D
oldish picture but i miss my long hair
but i am happy it is growing :D
so not long till its long again :D

Wednesday, 17 November 2010

Wednesday, 3 November 2010

i have a head ache

My head hurts
i have a head ache, its painful
its not because I'm sick and its not because I'm ill
i have a head ache were i can feel my brain pounding on each side of my skull
i have a head ache were it feels like its gonna explode
i have a head ache from all the tears iv cried
iv cried alot
and its because of you


my head still hurts...
xoxo

Tuesday, 2 November 2010

a wise man once sad

i wise man once said
"hold on to your self
you need to in a world thats always trying to
make you someone eles"


So today had been another day at college, arived early in time to grab a coffie before lesson, that coffie helped... Suprisingly... photography was good i really improved on my skech book today when i have alout on my mind i tend to either zone out and do no work and sit their in a mindless pit of sympathy for my self, or i tend to go over work laod crazy and it helps my mind keep off the problem... today was an over work day.

So after photography had english. oh tht lesson and its sexsual refrences. how can changining a hourse hoffs be like bending down and kissing your lover :/ man modern day poetry is exstremaly ermmm vivid =p

so after english went hom with just louis, then got home cleaned see what i mena about work mode... cleaned all the dishes and kichen then cleaned all the trash cans. Then i wacthed an episod of tree hill miss that show

so now i sit here, thinking again as usual i know i shouldnt it is bad for me and it dosent help but alas i am only human and i can only be human soo :/ ...

will blog later hopefully, with soething more cheerful not so depresing or Bleghhh and some pictures to hopefully

xoxo


Monday, 1 November 2010

Back 2 collegeI

well 1st day back after half term as usuale art was a bore
that womans sucking the inspiration right out of me
its a bit frigthening
adult lit was canceledd thank the lord
i kinda hate that lesson
media was good
i litrally did nothing their was no rooma availble to film so i just continused with some art work
after all that
crappy lessons lunch was okay
really as good a it could be :/
as good as i could make it
paint on a face and continue for now
so after thet went home with lisa :D
ahhh she makes me feel better any problems or worries i have i can tell her know shell keep them to her self and give me the best advice
" i herd my dad pee"
that line saved me from tears today
thank you lisaaaa
because if tears had arisen i would have been a mess
any hooo will blogg later
xoxo


PS i want a tattoo of this with the saying
Rette mich
my fav tokio hotel song means alot to me
and the 3 birds are me and my two sisters i think its lovelyy
:D
xoxo what yall think bout my "birdy" tattoo idea <3


Sunday, 31 October 2010

Sunday



Today has been very tireing woke up after a really fun sleepover at lils
watched willy wonka
then came home watched the other willy wonka older one heheh
watched some eastenders then sorted iut all of my cubourd i fianly have new bunkbed and knew wardrobe my cloths hangs wooohoo :) i like them but findidn it hard agisting to bunkbed im used to having floor neer were i sleep pluss iv lost my desk :( lol
heheh
xoxo
college tomorow Beghh :'( x

Tuesday, 26 October 2010

Sunday, 24 October 2010

Boring Sunday


Moi today i look ugly but what the hell its a sunday
hmmm in other words monica helped me go throught all my old art work bellow are my fav picese that i did over yr 11
:)
now im watching x factor while thinking
i over thin things
i think so much i think about thinking and some people migth think thats wereied but then i think and think its okay to think becasue i guess if your not thinking
your dead so thinking is heathly
:/ in a way lol

any hooo
will blogg later tomorow when i have time maby next time i thin of something intresting :)
xoxo

Was it worth it?

Friday, 22 October 2010

no words

Never thought i would feel this way
becuase im the one that pushed you away

:'(tears i cry never fall dry
goodnight