Hello blog :)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yJu0U8oVYbE

song of the moment < 3

Went to see pirates of the carribean yesterday was good
confusing at the end but im sure their will be another one now if not then
WTF :/ lool
so above is a web cam pic my cam works quite well
all my exams are over and i basically finished all college till september jsut got to go in for shit but thats okay with me hehe
spending halfterm with freinds and sisters... spent the whole week with lili last week was so much fun love her so much

us cooking :) ehehee please ignor my face LMAOO anywho i been great feel really happy now all exam stress is over :) makes me feel much more relaxed college gonna be much better and i like my hair darker too happy i changed it back to brown < 3

xoxo

i keep saying

soo soo sorry i keep saying ill blog more to myself but then i forget and i do have the time it just escapes my mind sooo herea another post, rigth now im waiting for ana to come home and take me to dannys so i can eat lucnh coz i meeting up with kay later on today so ana better hurry yp >.< PLEASE.... i got an at exam monday and final filmling deadline for media so rebbeca has to be in so we can get thisnthing rapped up as soon as possible, other then that photography exams been cancelled so jhon basically waisted 4 hours of my lifee lool... oh well were having it in a few weeks time so i can get more prepared and stuff... english course work also due in so when i get in today ima be wrking on all of them to get the other two finished as soon as possible mut submit goor first draft pluss work on my media evaluation

LIST of things TO DO
media evaluation david
english cw charles
English cw angela
Jhon photographs
Art skeach book angie

:/ feel like in forgettign something >.< anyhoooo
photography isnt all hard work ;D we mess around a bit heres a photo that i love that louis eddited :D im in the red XD

birthday sleepover :)

yes i look a mess in my pijamas loool please ignorrrr lool hehehe me and chelsea < 3 my bubbieee
anne and jessy rocking out to guitar hero :) hehehhehehe annd my foot ehehheheh < 3

yes im exsposing a picture of me in the morning bare faced loool ahahhahhahha xD so for my 17th birthday this yr i went iceskating then nandos with very close friends :) and then went to stay round chelseas house :) with jessy and anne for a little while i had a great weekend :) and this is the first official post from my new laptop i will blogg about it soon ill give a hint tho PINK :) hehe night ngiht xoxo

Cinima dounuts and sykessunday

I wanted a lazy sunday but i got to much work to do TBH
gotta do 3 drawings and artist reaserch and soo much :(
so lazy sunday i think not
any ho picct of me abovee

GAGA tp is awsome
H&M sale £3 :D bargain

So testerday went to dannys house to eat xD
yummyy food my daddy made xD
and then after went krispy cream fr the first time with annie monnie
danny sabrina and micheal
their dounuts are really nice i must admit
ahahah

we went cinima and wacthed i am number 4
and tbh i really thought it was gonna be a shitty film
untill i saw Alex Pettyfer then i knoe it didint matter hes hot ssoo i would enjoy it
and i did it was a good film
XD i would recomend it as i enjoyed it

so now i guess ill start my artist reaserch and then i got an essay to do for english lit for tuesdaya nd i gotta read 50 pages and i gotta do photograpy and then i gotta BREATH :S

Canceld photography lessons and picture eddit :P

The photography crew lol
ahahah after a long hide and seek chase in walfamstow central
was really funny teming up and chasing after each other llol

Quick snake to regain engergy and strenth lol
ice cram with flake can you get anymore good
:)

LOL just relised how simlar me and nathans pics look
ah i wnana go see the wanted live again that day was to awsome
behold the beloved milk :D

Sam's 17th birthday

All of us at the pizza place :) amazing day out
i havent been fully myself recently but being surounded by people you love helps
keep me grounded
watched the torist :D OMG best film iv seen in a long time i was ***** in my eyes
(not just becasue of jhonny depp)
angelina jolie is beautiful :O
i wish i could look like her just a tiny bit shes that beautiful

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JIDvSOkIjKg&feature=fvsr

Fav copule in a movie ever :)
lena and kostas
absoloutly beautiful so hapy they ended up togther

Not everything has to be about dark times lights always their

cant exsprese how many times i have sat in my bathroon
on the floor leaning against the tub crying thinking smileing
just saw this and it totaly remded me of me
i really do think the bathroom is the place were i think
the most which is strange as its like the one room im alone in
so being alone causes me to think more
i think this photo discribes that feeling of thought in a bathoom

Today snowed and it was the final day of education for me in 2010
:') it was more a happything then sad and guess what for once i was happy
i wasnt pretnedeing to be happy or to enjoy myself
i actulay had a reall good day
and its not that bad
to be happy i think i deserve to be happy more
actualy happy

after the fun outside of college
i went shopping with lisa and after 3 hours of fun lughter jks and plan sillyness
we left with matching yellow umbrellas
and again i was happy i dont think i have ever laughted that much in ages
i think the smile burn 3 calroies may be something i aim to do
alot as i like thefeeling of smileing its effortless.
i started writing this blogg feeling a ltiile down but ill end it knowing ill sleep with a smile of my face because i have learnt

Everything really dose happen for a reason
even if at the time it dosent seem thta way

not everyone desevers second chances at something
even if you want to give them one

and finaly
you are not alone
you always have a smile with you
its weather you chosse to spend time with it
that matters

xoxo

Randomness and xmas shopping :D with all my faves

HAHAHAHAAH
randomness during xfactor
with my big sis
taking the piss outaa daddys beard
lol

Moi today :) i want that tattoeddd ;D
i love cute meanongful nes like :D so mcuh

My dad hates hates hates pressents so i got a keltel
ours broke a while agoo
:D oo ehhehehehe and he dont read tis s he wont find out :) lol

I love knitting so i got some red wool lil sugested the colour :)

Moi in me granny carddie :)

makes me happy
idk why
probs childhood memeories
and reminds me that life iss good :)
awww i got a phone call yesterday afyet college from avishan louis and evans they anted to know if i got home safe after my dyslexia assament i was like awwww thts soo sweet :D
i have amamzing freinds
that made my day
assesment went well i ook 20 mins some people took an hour and a half with it lmaoo
:)
xoxo

:)

Advent calanders :)

The Tree :)

Miselto and holly ;D

Getting in the xmas spirt so gonna go xmas shopping tomorow :) x

achivment day

So blogg hello
today college was just normal 3 hour break
had nothing to do
finished college at 4 had to get home fast then go out again to Npk
certificate thing, saw so mny people i miss so much
and some i see more frequnently
didnt push another old teacher so thats good :)
hehehe here is a pic of my old tuttor class i miss them
:)
We have all changed alot im the 3rd in the bottom row with grey heals :D
good day this was
xoxo

... your so indiee rock its almost an art...

Had a fab day with lil in camden she hasnt been in years so it as soo goood to show her around
pluss shes awsome we had breakfast i woke up late so had to rush lol but incamden we got so many cool thinggys and even bought each other yin and yang girfts :D
ehhehe
then we had a dougnut then off to costa we went to get carried away with their gay exercice music lmaoo and then we went to get shani, shans teacher thought i was a parent coming to get my child :/ lmaoo ahahha dont know which way to take that i look like i could have a 4 yr old child lmao any hoo came back to mine and ll hung out now i is listing to music gonna read and im so in the mood to do some art i saw amazing inspirational painting in the camde stable bit soo i need to paint ASAP
probs righ nowww
lol
xoxo

:D HOLIDAY :D

my summer holiday finaly got booked yesterday
were going to medeira :D
which wll be a change from portugal
as long as we can get my dads permistion letter sorted we should be good
:D we have the mothers on e already and hopefuly by the 4th of august we will have dads one :D
gonna miss dad 10 days with no parents :D
woooohoooo
ohh yh then summer can finaly begin
woopwoop i hope to get a tan my main focuse i want to come back with ligthr hair :D coz sun naturally ligthens mine and with dark sunkissed skin woohooooo
totmorw i should be going to a cemitary opening with kay and louis to take photography pics for collage...
gonna need to make sure i get them all printed in advance as well and fill my ema form and my oyster form out before i go

hoildays is booked for 12th on august till 22nd of august 10 days back in time for results arund 24th :D and enrollment with my bestiesss < 3
xoxo

BE MINE (this time is ours)

Went to see Eclispe again today
a film well worth watching 100 times over
:D went with louis his sister sam their cousins and kay :D was very fun
got the soung Ours Bravery from eclipse playing ATM :D
in other news some of the qoutoes in eclipse and some of the scenes are so romantic i love it
i really wish life could be that romatic
its not all about the looks and money and cars a guy has
but about the way they make you feel when your with them
the way they complete you
i really think the 20th centry lacks that kind of emotion :S
I want a guy to tell me that gravity stops when he looks at me
< 3
hmm in other news some job news came about today not sure what to do bout that atm :S
hmm soon will start collage :'( i hate growing up
any hoo will blog later

its hard being so close to you and never having you

PROM LEAVERSSSS

i finally reached a new level of maturity in my life and i can wait... no matter how long it takes ... i can wait for "IT" to find me and I'm proud to say i no one day "IT" will XD ♥

maby it already has
< 3

HE DID THE MASH

BOOTH DAY

WENT PHOTOBOOTH IN WEST END TODAY LOVED IT

what i did yesterday :)

Spent the day with lili yesterday pic after pizza hut... anan had to rush off to work we stayed their for 3 hours talking :) love me and lilis convoss she always helps and shes a good listinerrr

BNQ paint section i helped lili chosse colours for her housee

BNQ lamp section was so brigth they must pay a hight eletricale bill XD

above is mois outfit of the day hehhehe and then below is one of my many prom ideas after some help from lili i now have prom hair dicided :) woohooo saw a pic of some girls prom and she had same dress as mee.. :'( dif colour hope theirs not a repert on night of my prom xoxo

portugal park day

some ogf the portuguese park day pics
im burnt and yes im bare foot in that pic ;)
coz a roll like that... the pic of the chursch may go in my phptography portofloi :)
xoxo