birthday sleepover :)

yes i look a mess in my pijamas loool please ignorrrr lool hehehe me and chelsea < 3 my bubbieee
anne and jessy rocking out to guitar hero :) hehehhehehe annd my foot ehehheheh < 3

yes im exsposing a picture of me in the morning bare faced loool ahahhahhahha xD so for my 17th birthday this yr i went iceskating then nandos with very close friends :) and then went to stay round chelseas house :) with jessy and anne for a little while i had a great weekend :) and this is the first official post from my new laptop i will blogg about it soon ill give a hint tho PINK :) hehe night ngiht xoxo

Tokio Hotel and CW

Look how fit my husband looks dont care whta anybody thinks he is
BEAUTIFUL
^__^

< 3 absoloutly adorkableee

so atm im avoiding cw that i should be doing but im lazyyy and cant be bothered
my english teacher said i was good at re drafting my coursework

i was quite prud photography is complete unit one may get a start on unit two got a smaller
book this time around :D
and media evaluation needs re dreafting soon as and finalyyy i gotta do some filming tomorow lucnh most probably :)
hopeful we get it all out the way tomorow

will blog more later im so tired atm
xoxo

trying things

hahahahah omg i found this vid on my laptop from ages ago with sazan well after NPK finished lol aahhaha I had to upload becasue its tooo funny
xoxo

HOT

OMMFG
gahh his is beautifull
:O like :O:O:O
enriquee gahh soo :D
lol saw it on tumbler had to blogg to beautifull
^______________^

IWANAMARRYENRIQUE
MOVEOVERANACORNICOVAAA
;P
xoxo

SUM 41

Just want you to know
i wont let go
xoxo

happy saturday

Happy saturday *_*
no college means no headachs :D
ehhehehe woke up had a lye in :)
then went shops with ana somwthing bout goign to see harry potter was mentioned but not sure yet hopefully
then came home now gonna eat and play ps1 harry potter just thought i would blog
as i don get a chance to sometimes or i forgt
i have a terrible memoiree lol
soooo hope everyones saturdays been good :)
even tho the weather has been cold
herd something about snow mid next week
snow is beautiful and to get it in november is kinda rare we uasulay get it aroundjanuary feb so :)
hehehe will hopefully blogg later

ahh saw this on some swidish persons blog
and just had to post it on mine as it made me think
anyhoo life is to short to waist worrieing or thinking
so im gonna stop and go with the Flo ;D
xoxo

LELOVE BLOG

saw this on lelove blog, one of my fav blogs in the world may i add and i just had to post it it was to perfect to not post it was too .....

his and hers
xoxo

1 i can count on :)

This post is dedicated to
Nathan Asa
this guy is amazing and has always been their for me :)
hehehe so im dedicateing this posrt to him and his awsomeness
nathan i love you
your an amazing friend
xoxo
;) yur portuguese girl xD
^_^

:)

Love is not something I was looking for. I just needed an escape, but falling asleep in your arms night after night and your perfect smile caught me off-guard. We were never too serious, but we were each others. We needed each other to mend. And so we did.

So whatever you do, just don’t let go of me now.

LIFE

i have 16 followersss
Woooww thanksss <3 xxx feel free to comentt :D

wachthed this film today and this scene is totally inspirational
im soo glade that i finisehd hight school/ secondary and relised this befroe it was to late
its better to be true to yourself then lye to impress others
and figure out who you r then letting other dicide for u
i just hope others relise this too
alsoooo
had a boring sunday and saturday only few days till my holiday
i will miss you
< 3

save me

Songs that save me
every single day
:'(

beautiful dirty dirty rich rich

:/

:/

i went searching for my heart the other day and found that it was gone.
maybe i hid it away so well that it disappeared to another place where lost things go.
like that room in hogwarts?
Or maybe locked away in this airless casket it suffocated and died.

Now they call me fake
flirt
cold
slut
but how can i help it when i don't trust any of them.

how can i give away my heart when i don't think i even have one.
their a deeper side of YOU
xoxo

Thursday

had a good day to day
went with ana to give in job app
then meet kay and insted f central went to mine
wacthed tv and ate lunch
then went off to exsplor camden
i spotted another celeb katai ivonan from celb BB in camden market smoking
totally random
after that came home wacthed some more good tv
im thinking of what dvd i can watch today
no chick flick hopefully will just depress me
unless its twlight or something may cheer me up
i sometimes wonder why i can give people love life advice so easlily but why i cant take it my self
why i cant just say it
saying it would make things so much easyer or maby so much more complicated
but i want him to say it first
Just SAY it
xoxo

:)

From now on ima stop trying to please you.. I'm going to focus on my life.. my goals.. my future wither you in it or not... IS UP TO YOU ;)

xoxo


so todayyy
1st of all had my final exam WOOP WOOP
been revising the higher paper to find i was doing foundation :)
the easyest question was what shape has 4 sides < 3 loved itt lmaoo
and so i belive hopefully did well :)
thanks to all thouse who wished me luck on it
finalyy i then was told i had key skills went their apperntly all ready done it for texstiles :)
it was when they taugth me how to knit
and the group paur work we did so thats 3 gcse i think i have in tecsyles now :) very proud
then went park with the best friends
had a good time their talking bout all the things over the past 5 yrs
really has gone by so fast but it was all so quickk
then cleared out all my crap E.G work books practise papers...
just waiteing for 24 aug now results day
proms next week
never really saw my self as a girl who would go to prom and all that but..
i have a beautiful dress and my mates their so
even without a date :( ( which hrdly anyone has loll)
im still going to have fun XD lollll
k so will blogg later bout more stuff gonna end the day with some harry potter < 3 love it
also gonna foucuse on learning my german now
and also gettng back in to art and drawing and all the fun stuff i like to do
like knitting and all that jazz
< 3

OFFICIALY FINISHED
SCHOOL
2005-2010
< 3
NPCS
:"(

weres my happy ending

hahhahah I LOVE THIS PIC

< 3

he never thinks

very old pic :)
had a maths exam today and oh it went baddddd
well i counted and i sucred like 5 marks :'( please let me pass with a C
had some great help before the exam tho ;)
was revisign in library while watching the footie portugal vs korea
WE WON VIVA PORTUGAL < 3
heheh 7-0
we rockk ass
soo after the exam went to mrs lintons class for a bit grr her class is so smart i was thinking i ger Es lmaoo anyhoo then walked home :D
had icelolly after school was really hot.. now i have the week off
not to happy about it actually.. not gonna hve nothing to do and < / 3
feeeling the pain of being away...( so use 2 you their) :P
anyhooo will post later for nowww im donee :1
xoxo

life

sometimes i really think likfe suckss

i mean when will i ever get what i want, why is it always so fucking unfair

i mean hellloooooo its standing rigth in fucking frount of you... do something about it :'(

ohh well guess life is just one big bitch whos out to ge me

FML