LIFE

i have a summer job
then i have a summer holiday
will hang with friends as much as posible
and am 99.9% sure
life its good
< 3
i love convos that r so indepth with someone
where you feel u can tell them anything :D

xoxo
;D

maby theirs a shark in the water

im afraid you may not want me
Just hug me < 3

P.s been reading "lucy in the sky" this book totally reminds me off my life
errhhh its difficult life is
and i feel im wasiiting it slowly by not saying a few simple words

i went searching for my heart the other day and found that it was gone.
maybe i hid it away so well that it disappeared to another place where lost things go.
like that room in hogwarts?
Or maybe locked away in this airless casket it suffocated and died.

Now they call me fake
flirt
cold
slut
but how can i help it when i don't trust any of them.

how can i give away my heart when i don't think i even have one.
their a deeper side of YOU
xoxo

just wanted to know

i wanted to know
i wanted to know why my heart tourcherd it self daliy
re-reading your messages... looking at your photographs
laugthing at our memories and crying at our departures
i wanted to know
if when you complimented and flirted with me
why it gave me such an illuminated feeling
why your words like empty promises so light hearted and freindly
were takn so seriosely by my fagile heart
i wanted to know
if your cool calm exsterior was just a barrior up to stop you loveing
if your way of behaving was because you wernt ready for love
or because you hadnt even considered it
or maby becasue you loved somebody else other then me
i wanted to know
if i was waisting my time pondering over lost feelings
that gently re enterd my soul as i looked in to your eyes
if it was worth the figth i was killing my self over
if you saw me as an angel like i saw you
i just wanted to know