21/6/10

morning blogg =D im up have school at around 11 a good 2 hours to get ready and eat yummyy... anyhoo getting really excited for eclipes.. kinda poopie we in uk have to wait till july but whatever floatss their boats XD... right now i am sat in my PJs with a big blanket ( my green one) wraped around me coz my house is so bloody cold ATM :S... im also finishing the drawing im brinign to nusayba =D lolll sooo yh so far my days been uneventful... but its only morning... ohh and i promise illl hopefuly later upload some pics of stephanies bd partyy i just have o wait for them t be uploaded first XD ... okay so i dont bore the blogg ima eng this ne here ill post later... bye bye bloggggieee :)
xoxo

moving

it won't work for me
i cant have it like this...

i cant have the waiting and missing you

i cant bare it and i cant even say it
i dont want to be apart from you

xoxo

FABTASTIC

hehehe think i have fiugure out my hair for prom kind well i no what i want it to look like so ima start prcticing so by prom its perfect... i would post pic of my dress but for those who havent seen it yet it would be a nice suprise so i wont... pluss some may have forgotten what it looked like :) ehehe and i dont wnat then to remeber untill prom loll.... soooo iv been revising maths today the maths watch lady on the cd voice is once again stuck in my head on repet :P lolll
and hoo will blogg later maby a pic of something...ohh also want to blogg some of my photograpghy but illl only do that once i fixed up my portflio :) eheheheh any hooo i leave this blogg here
xoxo
P.s i lalalala love you < 3

MORNING

my childhood mugshot :) lolll hehehe i look chubbyy
=D

GOOD MORNING BLOGGER WORLD
:) had a good dream yesterday, was a repet of a happy moment over and over again :)
anyhoo todays going to be a boring day i can tell...
probs just gonna revise all day or try to :S and then do something with the sisters :)
soooooOOOOoooooOOOOOO
havent really got much to say seeming as the day has just started... but im listening to pokerface :P
Ana is singing in to the blow dryer micheal jackson beat it :S lolll
today is fahters day :) SOOOO
HAPPY FATHERS DAY
(to all those fathers out their)
ohhh now listing to tokio hotel WORLD BEHIND MY WALL :D
anyy hoo will blogg later with more deltalie about my boring sunday...
xoxo

LOVE

< 3

sooo i do enjoy when i go on my blogg and see i have more visitors :) it makes me feel like someone cares about what im writing so thankyou ... feel free to comment my post and i will reply to y'all

so today was carnival and for like the first time in 5 yrs i missed it... but for good reason Stephanie's bd party thingy was really fun will upload pics soon

in other news HMMMMmmmmMMMmm liefs complications keep getting to me and i find my self constantly imagining WHAT COULD BE and i think sometimes we all do that the WHAT IFS... i dnt want to be like 20 saying what if i had done this OR said that OR been trueful. I'm ust to afraid of things usually fear holds me back... hopefully fear will stop holding OTHERS back.

anyhow short post but damn some are so blind and i realised i hide things behind a smile usually if you stare in to my eyes you can see what i truly feel and truly want to say.... act on what YOU SEE... not what I SAY OR DO
xoxo

< 3 more pics

another pic of my leopard print eyes
:) had fun doing this answered the door to the pizza man
with these eyes hehe
xoxo

RAWWWW < 3

myy animall inspired make up hehehehehehe i got the idea from this really cool youtube video :) il post the vid bellow... the make up was pink fushaaa coulorr with liquid liner leoprd print desing :)

hope youll enjoy my verstion of the make up look :) hehehe
xoxo

hmmmmmmmmm

i was broken
untill i met you
you fixed me
you made me compleat
but when you were gone
i was broken once more
worse then before
longing for that safe feeling u brang me
longing for you to feel the same
nothing last forever

Wendesday

hehheheh my outfit today :) i need to get batrrys for my cam my phone is blurryy :S

picture of mee :D soooo today woke up late again but i have the day off so its okay... im aloud too... watched some cowboy film :D with my dad was very good infact... i enyjoyed itt loll... then continued with my titanic drawing as my dad coplimented my art skils XD heheheh and made fun of my art teacher for giving me a B :D < 3 lolll then he told me to go do some shopping :) so off i went OMG my area is full of pervets cant even ware shorts outside without getting Followed, talk to randomly or wisteled at :S lmaoooo one was out side my house and asked me were i live :O lmaooo heheheh i said here :/ hope he dosent come back lmaooo.... after that came home and fixed blogg banner thinggy :) i like the new onee :)... then cooked lunch and am now wacthing spain Vs switzerland swits is winning 1-0 at the mo :)
willl bloog later lovee
xoxo

I LOVE THE SUN .....................................................................................................AND IT LOVES ME

its over

OMG my final big exam was today HISTORY < 3 went well i hope, i actually prefered the over veiw paper was easyer... now portugal played tody against ivory coast OMG 0-0 LMAO need some golas world cups been uneventful s far... atm brazil and north korae are playing :) i cant belive they realy good :) im proud hehhehehe anywayyyyy will blogg later threw out all uneeded books today :) i have alot more space for makeup cloths shoess :) yay
xoxo

OLD PIC I DREW

late night blogg :) hehe revised some history for tomz :) while watching tree hill :) heheeeee its on again next week so ill watch it then too :)
xoxo

the guy :(

Find a guy who will lie under the stars and listen to
your heartbeat, or will stay awake just to watch you sleep. wait for
the boy who kisses your forehead, who holds your hand in front of his
friends, who thinks you' re just as pretty without makeup on. One who
is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how luck...y he is to
have YOU. The one who turns to his friends and says, thats her.♥

xoxo

I LOVE

i love sitting in my hoddie and my jogging botoms, eating icecream with music in my ears. total relaxsation while revsing < 3 love

:D like were gonna die

EXERCICE

MY FRIDGE FILLED WITH HEALTHY FOOD'S YUM :D

i have promissed my self i will eat better and exercice more XD heheheh i will post my progress on my blogg XD :)... sooo today has been uneventful so far i must revise for history exam tomorowww :/ kina nurvose bout it but same time feeling confident its the paper i prefer so hopefully it will go well ( ILL PRAY) :D
xoxo

Sunday night

sooooooo has been a good day, went to lilis and almost had our faces burnt off whilest cooking :S lollll. wacthed HEAD OVER HEALS with FREDDIE PRINCE J :D SEXYYNESS.... why is it only in the movies that the guy runs after the girl and tells her he wants to be with her.... or the guy makes the girl go weak at the nees :P ahhhh if onlyyy... well then i got home and tidyd up a bit wacthed the fottie then wacthed DATE NIGHT with ana and monica and danny hahah so funny :)... now ana and monnie are getting ready for bed ima go off to bed soon to althought i have no school tomorowww only on tuesday thursady and friday :) also wacthed aolot of the world cup matchess :)my plan for tomorow is wake up ealyy and revise and exercice all day :) will make me feel better and look betterr :)

xoxo

RANDOMLY

Why do we close our eyes when we pray, when we cry, when we hug, when we kiss, when we dream ? It's because the most beautiful things in life are not seen, but only felt by the heart...♥

open your eyes

xoxo

new clothss :)

When in dout or feeling down :).... go out and shop.... shop till you spend spend spend, shop till you find a outfit thats sexy ;). shop till yur feet bleed and while going througth all this pain for beauty... you migth just forget about that crapp thing / person that was bugging yur day.
ahhh now im no sterio typer but i dont get how their can be girls out their who don't enjoy a good shopping trip.... (ill admit even if its pooring outside on a saturday and i have a £20 lying around somewere i will shopp)
so yh abouve is apic of as monica and ana kept calling it " sylvias play suit" but i cut the fancy crap out and just day above is my boobtube top attached to shorts combo :) woooo hooooo
i was gonna ware it out to go do more shopping but it looked reallly cold outside... but it was hot when i steped outside damm it loll....
any hooooooooo im blogging about another thing today.... emotions their crap as hell and yes if only life was simple and prehape the signs put foward were read better.
JUST SAY IT ... id say it back ;)
any hooooooooo ima end this blogg here and maby do some more ecsersizeee :) seeming as i for some odd reason only enjoy it at night (( see last post))
xoxo

work out

hmm is strange that i can only work out at night noww loll... my work out clothsss XD heheheh

had exam today wentwell and passed BTEC sicence :) ermmmmmm also went shopping i love clothsss lmao :) willl blogg latz

xoxo

:)

hehehehhe my lazy day outfit :) when i cba to get dressed up all nice i just pull on old jeans and a overly large shirt that draped over one shoulder ahhhhh comfort

my mind wont stop churninggggg

helloooo peoplee so i have now only officiaoly got 4 exams left and then i kinda officialy finishedd WOOOOOHOOOOO (am gonna miss things tho)... had english exam today :) my last ever english exam i may addd in npk :') ahhhhhh it went well i think i was rather happy with the questions and the describe one was XD :) sooo yh thats been my dad for now also going tomorow to sceince sazzy's joining me so im not all alone with mr worthington lol and i was so looking foward to going home early ;) heheheh... so yh thats all iv been up too reallyyy will blog later oh yh abouve is ugly pic of me i thought id shareee i only like it coz i can see mt tokio hotel sign i drew in the background XD JA

and hooo i is off now no piont in posting the negative things on here dont want to depress my self lmaooo ahahahahhahah ;)

xoxo

life

sometimes i really think likfe suckss

i mean when will i ever get what i want, why is it always so fucking unfair

i mean hellloooooo its standing rigth in fucking frount of you... do something about it :'(

ohh well guess life is just one big bitch whos out to ge me

FML

SWEETNESS

Give her two red roses, each with a note. The first note says 'For the woman I love' and the second, 'For my best friend.'

I NEED SLEEP

I COULD SLEEP FOREVER ZZZZzzzzzzzZZZzzzz
lately i have been realy tiredd hmm maby its all the revisin and sitting up late at night thinking about things , future, life, exams and ;) lolll
hmmm i wish i could just fall in to my bed and sleep for a week
hmmm will hopefuly get some good shut eye today after revising english and history :)
xoxo

the dream

make it happen ;)

band of friends ;)

MOI today lolll my hair o naturalll lolll no products or heat :S

MOI'S outfit of the dayy XD hehehe

SO today...
i woke up particulary later then i would have wanted around 12:30 :/ opps
then i got up and monica was getting ready to go to marias for a sleepover
then my dad cam in and told me to go shopping for cola, lunch ecsetra lolllll
i went icelands XD... luckly the que was short becuase i was uber hott and the crowds wernt helping so with the £20 my dad gave me pluss the £5 i aleady had i bougth chinese stir fry for me to eat and my above pictured aussie hair shampoos and conditioners XD heheheheheh love the smell of the srpay in leave on oneeeeee.
also the slogan "mums go to iceland"
very true lol i think most of their frozen food is what has taugth me how to cook lollll XD
so my day so far now im going to go cook my stir fry and finish my mcflurry XD olloll
also id it sad that i use my google translate thing at top of blogg translate my posts in to poertuguese just to laugth at the mistakes it makess XD lmaooooooo
so for now xua
XOXO
LY
;)

breath me

At this moment there are 6,470,818,671 people in the world.
Some are running scared. Some are coming home.
Some tell lies to make it through the day.
Others are just not facing the truth.
Some are evil men, at war with good.
And some are good, struggling with evil.
Six billion people in the world, six billion souls.
And sometimes... all you need is one.

hmmmmm :)

feeling sligthly better then my last post probs beacuse i feel better because i had a good day :) even the bits at home were filled quite contetly XD... however i have noticced that your concern for my situation proves something to me XD lolll which is good... in other news not to sure wether to go to scince tomorow would be good but i no i wont finish work anyway pluss not many people i hang with going

any hoooo short blogg cba to writee
xoxo