:)

From now on ima stop trying to please you.. I'm going to focus on my life.. my goals.. my future wither you in it or not... IS UP TO YOU ;)

xoxo


so todayyy
1st of all had my final exam WOOP WOOP
been revising the higher paper to find i was doing foundation :)
the easyest question was what shape has 4 sides < 3 loved itt lmaoo
and so i belive hopefully did well :)
thanks to all thouse who wished me luck on it
finalyy i then was told i had key skills went their apperntly all ready done it for texstiles :)
it was when they taugth me how to knit
and the group paur work we did so thats 3 gcse i think i have in tecsyles now :) very proud
then went park with the best friends
had a good time their talking bout all the things over the past 5 yrs
really has gone by so fast but it was all so quickk
then cleared out all my crap E.G work books practise papers...
just waiteing for 24 aug now results day
proms next week
never really saw my self as a girl who would go to prom and all that but..
i have a beautiful dress and my mates their so
even without a date :( ( which hrdly anyone has loll)
im still going to have fun XD lollll
k so will blogg later bout more stuff gonna end the day with some harry potter < 3 love it
also gonna foucuse on learning my german now
and also gettng back in to art and drawing and all the fun stuff i like to do
like knitting and all that jazz
< 3

OFFICIALY FINISHED
SCHOOL
2005-2010
< 3
NPCS
:"(

weres my happy ending

Moi kisses from me before i leave for a fun day outtt

okayy bloggyyy
gonna go out soon and have fun day with my twoo girlyyss / younger sisterss < 3
heheheh above kayleigh and sazzy poo :P
sould be a funn dayy
xoxo

DROWNING

If i was drowning would you hold on

or let me fall
xoxo

hahhahah I LOVE THIS PIC

< 3

portugal park day

some ogf the portuguese park day pics
im burnt and yes im bare foot in that pic ;)
coz a roll like that... the pic of the chursch may go in my phptography portofloi :)
xoxo

crazyyy

My crazy hair after school :S lol
:] xoxo

UBER TRAMP < 3

heheheh moi in the KITCHEN
randomm heheh
i look like an uber tramp <3

Boreddd

OMGG im soo boredd atm
but im listing to sam tsui at atm
hes HOT and a amaing singerr


AMAZING :)
xoxo

strangers like me

Sometimes i like to be on my own
i dont mind being my own company
but it hurts when even in a room full of people
and you feel lonely
and you feel out of place
and then you truely know
what its like to be alone
:'(
xoxo

You should have said NO... baby you migth still have me

Me and kay in camden :)

me outside cyberdog
ehheeh had a good day foottie could have been better at lest we didnt loss :)
will blogg later
xoxo

THURSDAYY :D

outfit of today

moi today :)

omgggg today has been such a hot day
meet ana for uch then went school to get my revsiton money =D
noww im bored been watching tarzan all day :) heheh i love that moviee hehehe
" im jane... your tarzan...jane... tarzan< 3"
heheheheh anyhoo will probs blogg laterr < 3
xoxo

Stephanies birthday :) < 3

me and stephaniee :) in china town

all of us in china townn :)

saz louis and me in china town buffay for stephaines birthday partyy :)
hope stephaine had a great 16th birthdayy < 3
xoxo

sun

tanning my palee legs loll

hahaaa i have a big living room window and seeming as i was indoors alday today nd i was really sunny i tanned a bit neer the big windoww ( it actually workss) loll sooo yh had th gas meter man check the meter for like 4o mins then he left gave me some paper thingy nd was off...my huse dicided to get invaded by bugs todayy uber gross.... any hoo ill blogg tomorow or later if i have time... feeling kinda sad atm :/ not really up to the wholee hapy blogg thing...
xoxo

photography = moi :)

hehhehe gonna use for my collage portfolio for photographyyy :) its me in the pic btww using my media skills
xoxo

longgg post :P hhehe

outfit of the day

outfit of day again

moi in the sunny living room :)

outfit i bought yesterday

again

PROM shoes :) hehehe
kk so yesterday went shopping with sazzy :) bougth loads f stuff for prom :)
sazzy also showed me a poem she wrote for me ;') soo sweet love you sazzy and i feel the samee lol

When you HURT me, she gives my arm a squeeze.
When you make me HAPPY she squeals in excitement with me.
When you make me MISS you she makes me remember all the good times we had TOGETHER
She knows how to make me feel better. She just KNOWS
...She's my gift from HEAVEN. She's AMAZING, BEAUTIFUL FUNNY and CARING.She's my best friend
We've both got her to thank ♥

by sazan rasool :)

xoxo
will blog later

dirtyy

this song has my name in it < 3 love is strange lol by sylvia and mickey :P

he never thinks

very old pic :)
had a maths exam today and oh it went baddddd
well i counted and i sucred like 5 marks :'( please let me pass with a C
had some great help before the exam tho ;)
was revisign in library while watching the footie portugal vs korea
WE WON VIVA PORTUGAL < 3
heheh 7-0
we rockk ass
soo after the exam went to mrs lintons class for a bit grr her class is so smart i was thinking i ger Es lmaoo anyhoo then walked home :D
had icelolly after school was really hot.. now i have the week off
not to happy about it actually.. not gonna hve nothing to do and < / 3
feeeling the pain of being away...( so use 2 you their) :P
anyhooo will post later for nowww im donee :1
xoxo

21/6/10

morning blogg =D im up have school at around 11 a good 2 hours to get ready and eat yummyy... anyhoo getting really excited for eclipes.. kinda poopie we in uk have to wait till july but whatever floatss their boats XD... right now i am sat in my PJs with a big blanket ( my green one) wraped around me coz my house is so bloody cold ATM :S... im also finishing the drawing im brinign to nusayba =D lolll sooo yh so far my days been uneventful... but its only morning... ohh and i promise illl hopefuly later upload some pics of stephanies bd partyy i just have o wait for them t be uploaded first XD ... okay so i dont bore the blogg ima eng this ne here ill post later... bye bye bloggggieee :)
xoxo

moving

it won't work for me
i cant have it like this...

i cant have the waiting and missing you

i cant bare it and i cant even say it
i dont want to be apart from you

xoxo

FABTASTIC

hehehe think i have fiugure out my hair for prom kind well i no what i want it to look like so ima start prcticing so by prom its perfect... i would post pic of my dress but for those who havent seen it yet it would be a nice suprise so i wont... pluss some may have forgotten what it looked like :) ehehe and i dont wnat then to remeber untill prom loll.... soooo iv been revising maths today the maths watch lady on the cd voice is once again stuck in my head on repet :P lolll
and hoo will blogg later maby a pic of something...ohh also want to blogg some of my photograpghy but illl only do that once i fixed up my portflio :) eheheheh any hooo i leave this blogg here
xoxo
P.s i lalalala love you < 3

MORNING

my childhood mugshot :) lolll hehehe i look chubbyy
=D

GOOD MORNING BLOGGER WORLD
:) had a good dream yesterday, was a repet of a happy moment over and over again :)
anyhoo todays going to be a boring day i can tell...
probs just gonna revise all day or try to :S and then do something with the sisters :)
soooooOOOOoooooOOOOOO
havent really got much to say seeming as the day has just started... but im listening to pokerface :P
Ana is singing in to the blow dryer micheal jackson beat it :S lolll
today is fahters day :) SOOOO
HAPPY FATHERS DAY
(to all those fathers out their)
ohhh now listing to tokio hotel WORLD BEHIND MY WALL :D
anyy hoo will blogg later with more deltalie about my boring sunday...
xoxo

LOVE

< 3

sooo i do enjoy when i go on my blogg and see i have more visitors :) it makes me feel like someone cares about what im writing so thankyou ... feel free to comment my post and i will reply to y'all

so today was carnival and for like the first time in 5 yrs i missed it... but for good reason Stephanie's bd party thingy was really fun will upload pics soon

in other news HMMMMmmmmMMMmm liefs complications keep getting to me and i find my self constantly imagining WHAT COULD BE and i think sometimes we all do that the WHAT IFS... i dnt want to be like 20 saying what if i had done this OR said that OR been trueful. I'm ust to afraid of things usually fear holds me back... hopefully fear will stop holding OTHERS back.

anyhow short post but damn some are so blind and i realised i hide things behind a smile usually if you stare in to my eyes you can see what i truly feel and truly want to say.... act on what YOU SEE... not what I SAY OR DO
xoxo

< 3 more pics

another pic of my leopard print eyes
:) had fun doing this answered the door to the pizza man
with these eyes hehe
xoxo

RAWWWW < 3

myy animall inspired make up hehehehehehe i got the idea from this really cool youtube video :) il post the vid bellow... the make up was pink fushaaa coulorr with liquid liner leoprd print desing :)

hope youll enjoy my verstion of the make up look :) hehehe
xoxo

hmmmmmmmmm

i was broken
untill i met you
you fixed me
you made me compleat
but when you were gone
i was broken once more
worse then before
longing for that safe feeling u brang me
longing for you to feel the same
nothing last forever

Wendesday

hehheheh my outfit today :) i need to get batrrys for my cam my phone is blurryy :S

picture of mee :D soooo today woke up late again but i have the day off so its okay... im aloud too... watched some cowboy film :D with my dad was very good infact... i enyjoyed itt loll... then continued with my titanic drawing as my dad coplimented my art skils XD heheheh and made fun of my art teacher for giving me a B :D < 3 lolll then he told me to go do some shopping :) so off i went OMG my area is full of pervets cant even ware shorts outside without getting Followed, talk to randomly or wisteled at :S lmaoooo one was out side my house and asked me were i live :O lmaooo heheheh i said here :/ hope he dosent come back lmaooo.... after that came home and fixed blogg banner thinggy :) i like the new onee :)... then cooked lunch and am now wacthing spain Vs switzerland swits is winning 1-0 at the mo :)
willl bloog later lovee
xoxo

I LOVE THE SUN .....................................................................................................AND IT LOVES ME

its over

OMG my final big exam was today HISTORY < 3 went well i hope, i actually prefered the over veiw paper was easyer... now portugal played tody against ivory coast OMG 0-0 LMAO need some golas world cups been uneventful s far... atm brazil and north korae are playing :) i cant belive they realy good :) im proud hehhehehe anywayyyyy will blogg later threw out all uneeded books today :) i have alot more space for makeup cloths shoess :) yay
xoxo

OLD PIC I DREW

late night blogg :) hehe revised some history for tomz :) while watching tree hill :) heheeeee its on again next week so ill watch it then too :)
xoxo