Random i know but i want SNOWTis cold enought for snow and whats the point of bitter coldness if we has no snow so pleasee weather people if ja gonna make it this cold give me snoww ;D xoxo
I relised today that when im quite or dont speak, its when i most wana say something, to someone for some ridiculouse reason, i cant... i can't bring myself to say something when i dont know whats going on i feel so out of it, like im just walking around nodding and forcing a smile and forcing myself to say your gonna be okay... but its not and it wont be unless i fix it... but i dont no how
Some times i wish i could read your mind to see how you feel about me Im not :'(
So blogg hello today college was just normal 3 hour break had nothing to do finished college at 4 had to get home fast then go out again to Npk certificate thing, saw so mny people i miss so much and some i see more frequnently didnt push another old teacher so thats good :) hehehe here is a pic of my old tuttor class i miss them :) We have all changed alot im the 3rd in the bottom row with grey heals :D good day this was xoxo
Had a fab day with lil in camden she hasnt been in years so it as soo goood to show her around pluss shes awsome we had breakfast i woke up late so had to rush lol but incamden we got so many cool thinggys and even bought each other yin and yang girfts :D ehhehe then we had a dougnut then off to costa we went to get carried away with their gay exercice music lmaoo and then we went to get shani, shans teacher thought i was a parent coming to get my child :/ lmaoo ahahha dont know which way to take that i look like i could have a 4 yr old child lmao any hoo came back to mine and ll hung out now i is listing to music gonna read and im so in the mood to do some art i saw amazing inspirational painting in the camde stable bit soo i need to paint ASAP probs righ nowww lol xoxo
LOL i know i need sleep but im laugthing to much atm *_* ahh lisa knows how to life my spirits on a dull eveaning ahahah BEAR CREASING LMFAOOMe and lisa in college :D ahhh i love her xoxo
Hmm its cold in my house the gas has ran out till tomorow so cold rooms we will have tonight -,- at least i cleaned my room already so tomorow i should be spending the day with lil :) for this i am excited i miss her xD... so had an alright evening, nothing much happned hmm higtlighs probably been tydieing lmao which dosent say much, any hoo thought id blog a picture thats important to mee :D
Just some of my old art that i drew if you asked me were these ictures were now i could garentee i wouldnt know whcih i s why i take pictures of it all coz it will get lost other wize any hoo may post more on here so that i wont ever loss the pics eitherr xoxo
ahh love this song, tis so amazshing :D... ahh i really want ana to hurry up with her bath and shizz so i can have mine :D... and i need her to text lil need her to find out if we still going out tomorow kinda in the mood to go camden xD i know lil wanted to go a while ago hmm :D ... I know this is random but i love tumblerr ;D and orange juice :D having an orringyy overload atm :D haha kinda wana blog more to do with make up might do a blog post soon about diffrent products i use and how thay work for me xD to ligthen up my blogg aso want a new layout and stuff hmmm ... louis told me to get a whole new blog lmaoo ahahahaha but iv been blogging for nearly two years if not more ;D
LOL ahahhaha i never use my photoshop 1st time i attempt to exsperminet, as i may need to use it for my art course and photography i end up changing my eye colour LMAOO ahahhaha brown eyes do not suit me much prefer me blue ones :D in other words having a great day today tokio hotels new song had been relised :D hurricans and suns :) woop woop theirs no college tomorow coz review and stuff and its suposed o snow i have been waiting for snow scince my rutunre from maderia lol im now watching comedine with me :D with my dad and sister while waiting for my dinner heheh college was okay today photography never fails to amuse me "I have an eye for wokny things" ayay jhonny boi lmaooo ahahhaha english was okay :/ thank god avishans in my class so we can take the piss or id die or bordom ggot a message from study pluss telling me to come in so i did for those who dont no study pluss is the place in my college that deals with student who need so exstra help in my case my dyslexia would be the reason for my going their iv been told im gonna be put on a 6 week program that started today for an hour after my english lesson so instend of finsihin a 12:50 i finsih at 1:50 which anit to bad the beloved chealsea waited for me i swaer no homo but i love this girl she totally gets me and is soo funny and sweet so yhhhh ahh then we got on a bus and came home :D having a good day i relised life is too short to be sad about things being happy is a more productive way to spend my time xoxo will hopefully blogg later ;D
I'll be your hero whose standing strong Who protects you from any fight And if your battles are piling on I will take them on with all my might Cry your tears on my shoulder You don't know what the future holds So I'll be your personal soldier ....
i think that is what any girl wants a guy who she knows will protect her no matter what fight her battels, do her no wrong, i mean if tradition is something to go by it should be the guy who does everything, makes her feel special, treat her right Well i know its all i want i want a personal solider who i love and who loves me back and insted of him just fighting my battels i wuld help him fight his and that way we could protect each other but thats just what i want but iv learned that most of the time you dont get what you want in life not becasue you were afraid to go for it but becasue you were afraid to have it for something so beautiful to actualy be yours as much as you try to protect it you break it in the prossecess, by smothering it in to much care and love so my advice for myself would be to just say what ever i feel when i feel it because at least that way im being honest with myself So I Love you
its not that hard once you can say it to your self you can learn to say it to others i guess thats my issue i could never say it to myself so how could i believe that you ment it and mean it but i can now im worth loving i know that
If heart ache was a physical pain i could face it i could face it but your hurting me from inside of my mind i can't take it i can't take it im gonna loss my mind
hellooo blog, well today has been filled with shitt, littraly this media essay is doing my nut in and i swaer im gonna slap someone :@... pluss im not in the mood with anything, im in one of them in my own world / bubble days :D but tomorow i have college so get to see my friends :D so thats a good thing :D icbb with anything today but i can be bothered toliseitn to music :D the wanteds new album is the bomb ;D and loveing my latin music anyhooo will blogg later or tomorowww :D oldish picture but i miss my long hair but i am happy it is growing :D so not long till its long again :D
I want this hair so badd :( hmm will lelt it grow now :D any hooo went shopping with my sis and to tesco to look at the tecnoilgy department lol anyhoo wacthed some strictky ay start on my media essay which is due in on monday im talking the others startign nicol kidman its a thriller but i love it :) so yhhh i will maby blog later for now im gonna keep fixing up my itunes which is one big mess need to sort out all my music :/And ahh old picture of me and my big sister ana who i love muchlyyy :)and me and monie and lil :D heheheheh ahh looking at old pics gives me memoriess :D ;D xoxo
Happy saturday *_* no college means no headachs :D ehhehehe woke up had a lye in :) then went shops with ana somwthing bout goign to see harry potter was mentioned but not sure yet hopefully then came home now gonna eat and play ps1 harry potter just thought i would blog as i don get a chance to sometimes or i forgt i have a terrible memoiree lol soooo hope everyones saturdays been good :) even tho the weather has been cold herd something about snow mid next week snow is beautiful and to get it in november is kinda rare we uasulay get it aroundjanuary feb so :) hehehe will hopefully blogg later
ahh saw this on some swidish persons blog and just had to post it on mine as it made me think anyhoo life is to short to waist worrieing or thinking so im gonna stop and go with the Flo ;D xoxo
this is why i love my blogg can write all the shit i like ;D So today has been uneventful well media was actauly funny *_* floyd made me lol so much ehehhe and yh well art is always a draggg and english and photography were canceled so day was pretty dull But went by fast :) so yh now im gonna have harry potter playstation re run :D and im gonna sit and re watch misfits a whole load of times :D eheheheh i love ROBERT SHEEHAN
Hes so adorable i cant wait for next week hehehehe were he has his gay moments lol :D hahahaha he had gourgeouse eyes *_* more picturesss ;o Heheh but enought of that now *_* may blog later may not :) depends on my mood xoxo
Moi at the moment ;) ahhaha i love my beannie hat :D tis soo warm und sexy ;D
Tattoo desine i have finlaised on i want thisss :D
Random pic of me and ch ch chealsea :D and the boobie maniquine in photography loll ^.^ xoxo So today was a good day at college didnt slip or fall any where their was some ice in the morning had phootography talked to chealsea for like two hours she really gets me :D and then had like 1o minit english lesson then had a bit of a wait waiting for louis managed to drink two coffies :S i need to stp drinking it then i wonder why im awake so late lol ahahhahaa so yh then went home and fell asleep xoxo
The one im using is packaged a little diffrently and its a difrrent shade of blonde but ja get my drify used it once saw a bit of diffrence using it now will see how it changes after :D
Gonna use it again today see what happends :D will blogg later with my results xoxo
A Poem i saw and thougth was beautiful, just had to share on my blog as when i read something i love i tend to forget it this way i wont :) Enjoy .......
I live through my dark existence only to bask in your beauty your eyes that shine like sapphires your smile that brightens even my sad existence I envy the wind that runs through your hair that touches your lips I long to touch you to hold you in my arms but I cannot for your heart belongs to another so, I can only love you from afar your friendship means more to me than anything this world provides but like an angel you touched my heart in a way that I've never felt before cause I've never known what love is until this day I know that we are only friends but my heart wishes it to be more so I will still hope and dream that one day I can feel your lips pressed to mine to hold you in my arms and say, "I love you"
just because its gotten to winter dose not mean it is axseptable to start dressing like a hobo, altho i do have my hobo days ;D lol ^_^ hahah but i went shopping today becasue i hate wering jackets as i feel they hid a whole outfit so i went peacocks and bought a lovely warm cardii thats my new love :D ahhahahah then went to superdrug and picked up some hair products some blonde wash in wash out shade thinggy and also a sheer blonde shampoo jhon freedia :) hahaha and i bought some tea as i drink an unbseen amount of coffie might like that change :D hehhehehe picture of the cardieee i bought bigger size as alwats feels more cozzie that way ;D
Finaly found that hat we took off lili :D my new college hat gloves and scarfe as my head gets cold fast will blogg later xoxo
Moi today before my bath my hairs grown its wavey above but after my bath its grown at least an inch and a half :D so now im watching russel howard good news ahhahahaha ahh love him also omgg have fallen in love with robert sheehan :D nathan from misfits hes perfect and soo funny : )
Btw this is the mug i talk about in earlyer posts :) my pisecs one xD ehehhehee so im tired so may blogg tomorow hopefully night night blogg college was okay today i starngly like english more then i should rowen had ran away lol and jhon actauly had a proper lesson with objectives lol xD chealsea helped me loads today too love her for it xoxo
been a long time scince my last post should post later on hopefully for now am gonna stick to doing some course wrk not really in the mood for much eles.. been having a tough time recently xoxo
My head hurts i have a head ache, its painful its not becauseI'm sick and its not because I'm ill i have a head ache were i can feel my brain pounding on each side of my skull i have a head ache were it feels like its gonna explode i have a head ache from all the tears iv cried iv cried alot and its because of you
i wise man once said "hold on to your self you need to in a world thats always trying to make you someone eles"
So today had been another day at college, arived early in time to grab a coffie before lesson, that coffie helped... Suprisingly... photography was good i really improved on my skech book today when i have alout on mymind i tend to either zone out and do no work and sit their in a mindless pit of sympathy for my self, or i tendto go over work laod crazy and it helps my mind keep off the problem... today was an over work day. So after photography had english. oh tht lesson and its sexsual refrences. how can changining a hourse hoffs be like bending down and kissing your lover :/ man modern day poetry is exstremaly ermmm vivid =p so after english went hom with just louis, then got home cleaned see what i mena about work mode... cleaned all the dishes and kichen then cleaned all the trash cans. Then i wacthed an episod of tree hill miss that show so now i sit here, thinking again as usual i know i shouldnt it is bad for me and it dosent help but alas i am only human and i can only be human soo :/ ... will blog later hopefully, with soething more cheerful not so depresing or Bleghhh and some pictures to hopefully xoxo
well 1st day back after half term as usuale art was a bore that womans sucking the inspiration right out of me its a bit frigthening adult lit was canceledd thank the lord i kinda hate that lesson media was good i litrally did nothing their was no rooma availble to film so i just continused with some art work after all that crappy lessons lunch was okay really as good a it could be :/ as good as i could make it paint on a face and continue for now so after thet went home with lisa :D ahhh she makes me feel better any problems or worries i have i can tell her know shell keep them to her self and give me the best advice " i herd my dad pee" that line saved me from tears today thank you lisaaaa because if tears had arisen i would have been a mess any hooo will blogg later xoxo
PS i want a tattoo of this with the saying Rette mich my fav tokio hotel song means alot to me and the 3 birds are me and my two sisters i think its lovelyy :D xoxo what yall think bout my "birdy" tattoo idea <3
My name is Sylvia Christina, some times spelt Silvia.Im portuguese and I’m 16 years old; I’m in Collage :) start in september. I have amazing friends and three amazing sisters that I love with all my heart and this is my blog. I update my blog regularly with stuff that’s important to me, events, family, friends, things I find interesting and anything else i can think off. My blogs an important thing to me I keep thoughts ideas and much much more in my blog. So read enjoy follow and keep tuned for more blog updates. i also do ocational reveiw and talk about products
Tis cold enought for snow
Tis cold enought for snow
