Saturday :D

Two pictures of me today
my hairs getting blonder :D
yay
WoOoOoOoPwOoOoOp
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so today i woke up kinda lateish
i was gonna go xmas shopping but i cbb so maby
tomorow i might go early in the morning
i watched mrs douthfire with monica just now
ahhh iv loved that film scince i was a child
i think today will be a day i just watch dvds with my beautiful little sister
i went to bed a 2:30 yesterday because e and her stayed up for like a 2 hours looking for an old portuguese song One of my Exs used to sing to me lmaoooo
LMAO

we found like 3 verstions that were all by the wrong person then we finaly found the original from all thouse sumers ago :')
awwww memoriess
this song is one of my favs just for that reason lmaooo
hahahahaha
so yh once we had found it we listing to it a few times lmao
as a reward for 2 hours searchign for it lmaoo
we went throught my 1000 favs on yt and everything and it wernt in their :)
sooo yh LMAO
ehhehehe
Yh so i love the above song :)
and i like the other verstions i foung of it as well may post later their ore upbeat and stuff this ones more relaxed like calm :D

Both the verstions i liked best :)
lmao
well will blog later
xoxo

:)

Advent calanders :)

The Tree :)

Miselto and holly ;D

Getting in the xmas spirt so gonna go xmas shopping tomorow :) x

Snowydays and nights

As Much as the snow is soo cold and frezzez me i want it to continuee :D till after december :D hehe. so today went home after my tuttor let me leave after like 2 mins of a lesson literally went home with chelsea :) hehe could not feel my feet they were soo frozen i need better winter shoess :D got home ana had half day and so did monica so we put up r xmas decorations lmaoo we have so many good pics will upload tomorow probablt and one funny vid of me with tinsel in a place id rather not name lmaoo ahahhahah XD. having a really good day :D english mock went okay i think me and aishan were late to class but becasue of the weather we wernt alone lol :) hahaha gonna watch misfits ina bit :) hehehe so happy that college start late tomorow lye in woopwoop
Ahh was going throught my old th pics earlyer is bill kaulitz not beautiful the others are hot too but bill is soo amazing tom is luky to be his identical twin lol XD beautiful boyss :D

xoxo

when you dicide

somethings you have to wait for
but only some
xoxo

i can see it

ahh its been snowing i took pis on the way to college with louis yesterday in the snow -,- but his laptops not working so no pictures to upload yet lol :D of the snow. went to college alone today for the 1st time everr lol i thought louis had already gone so i just got on the bus liestnd to my music the whole way just day dreaming out of the window, got to college found chelsea and went canteen to eat some breakfast...lessons were boring break was boring todays been boring :/

and guess what im borde now suposed to be revising got a mock tomorow but i have no enegy the cold weather is getting to me and frezzing me... hmm almost sliped on the way to collgeeg today up the long rd i gotta walk yh that wasnt cool :/ lol ahahha

so yh i blogg later probaby
xoxo
Random art of mine
fun fct about me
i love sharpiee pens
eheh and paper ;D

Snowwy tuesadyy

It snowed today not to much neer where i live but at college yes quite a fare bit :D looks beautiful reminds me of ure things in life :D so today all my photography work was due in and i didnt finish on time so :/ erghh my mind as eles where after photography ..didnt pay attention in english at all XD ahhaah was letting my mind wonder. so yh then went home with chelsea and talked for a while...

i will admit i get so excited about smal things but im alowed in a girl lmao, ahah watching freinds with my dad yesterday made e laught so much " LET GO OFF ME, IM A TINY LITTLE WOMAN" LMAOO AHHAHAHA to funnayy XD im soo excitedd for thursday misfits and now ima watch an eppisod of HIMYM :) im fianly on season 4 :) woopwoop

so yh will blog tomorow later wher ever i cbb :D lol for now
xoxo

OHH and WOOPWOOP my pearl drop earings came today :) i think i shall waer then tomorow :D x

Picture of my fav lola bunny hoddie
if i was a bunny rabit i wuld wana look just like her
xoxo

Watching friends

:)
ahh i love picnic edditing
:) ehhehe
watching friends with my dad :) aahahaha
too funny
xoxo

Good morning

hello bloggie
its very early XD
im usuualy still sleeping but alas i is up already
gonna start getting ready for now
i drink my morning coffee :)
hehe

Erghh morning face XD
oh well like it or lump it
hehe
hopefully it wont be to cold today but what im i kiding its always frezzing
gonna ned loasd of hugs to keep me warm ;)
xoxo

night

Watching cinderella story, :) if only life was really like thiss :'( alas it usualy is not... ahh my heads kinda hurting may put up some th posters tomorow had to take them down for bunkbed :)
anyhoo probs gonna go bed got a head ach and nothing to do so yhh
xoxo

Night post

So today, i went to the cinima and had a great time with the girliess :) its to bad lisa lost her purse and the cinima security was an ass whole who was unhelpful so we bombarded him like the csi crew for like 10 minits and searched everywhere but couldnt find it. other then tat i loved this film was amazing i missed the fact that they dont actuly go to hogwarts iv always loved hogwarts but i do love that ron and hermione were so couply in it its like AWWwwwww why watching it :) so sweet and when he talks about the glowing light that went stright throught his heart just so ah :') also cride when during ron and hermione bits like a saddoo and when dobby died :'( gah D: i love dobby :( scince the day he slamed his head on harrys lamp XD, any hoo i loved the film cant belive how many of the old actors they bought back to do scenes :D pure loveagee, so i got home ate dinner :) wish id eaten more but i was so cold wasnt feeling to well i has a head ach now as well gonna take a fat doseage of tablets before bed me thinnkkyyss so hears a pic of my hair which is now longer then when i cut it it grows so fast :) whih im happy about as short hair makes me look fatter around my face :/ youd think i would learn lol so im promising the blogg now that i wont cut it or dye it anymore XD :) eheheh let it be all natural like them greek yougerts lmao :)
Dosent really show the lenth but it has grown :) i promisee, got college tomorow hmm :/ happy and sad about that college is a great exspirence but ometimes i just feel like saying ahh f*** it lol
anyhoo hopeful will have a good dayy no bad things :S

xoxo

you are the best thing

:)

:) soo cuteeeeeee :)
:)



Ahhh harry potter was soo good i cride laughted smiled throught all of it
Rom and hermione anr he greatest couple ever
they are beautifull toghether
Now im gonna have a bath and maby watch conderella story on YT :)
im kinda tired today and i have college tomorow
:D
xoxo

sunday :) moviess

today im going out with the girliess
gonna go see harry potter finalyy
:D hehehe so uber excitedd
will blog later about that
for now i will make breakfast and eat
im kinda stll sleepy but staying up late is worth it
so Ja will blog later and stuff
xoxo

SUM 41

Just want you to know
i wont let go
xoxo

Saturday

Saturday morning 2 am im still awake
duplex was on watched it with monica
my skin has a rash on my wrists its small but hurts :'(
and i is wrting this in almost darkeness monnie is alseep dad too and anas at dannys
i am the only one awake lolpicture i took awhile ago dont know why but for somereson i like the way the sun shines throught the darkeness
xoxo

hey heylooo :D Hwat Guys

Tom and bill
identical hottiess :)

jhonny depp

Sam Tsui :D

Jospeh gorden levit and heath leager RIP

Josh radnor

Bill kaulitz tattoo ;)

bill ;D and tom
hottest twins everr
bill more GUYLINER >.<

Bill with big hair ;)

Tom bill :) with dreads;)ahaha

gustav, bill, tom, and georg

robert pattinson

booboo stwert ;)

Robert sheehan

Ahh just some of the cute and how guys
had a huge bill momnet xD love himmm

Its so cold

Random i know but i want
SNOWTis cold enought for snow
and whats the point of bitter coldness
if we has no snow
so pleasee weather people
if ja gonna make it this cold
give me snoww
;D
xoxo

Friday

I relised today that when im quite or dont speak, its when i most wana say something, to someone for some ridiculouse reason, i cant... i can't bring myself to say something when i dont know whats going on i feel so out of it, like im just walking around nodding and forcing a smile and forcing myself to say your gonna be okay... but its not and it wont be unless i fix it... but i dont no how

Some times i wish i could read your mind to see how you feel about me
Im not :'(

achivment day

So blogg hello
today college was just normal 3 hour break
had nothing to do
finished college at 4 had to get home fast then go out again to Npk
certificate thing, saw so mny people i miss so much
and some i see more frequnently
didnt push another old teacher so thats good :)
hehehe here is a pic of my old tuttor class i miss them
:)
We have all changed alot im the 3rd in the bottom row with grey heals :D
good day this was
xoxo

... your so indiee rock its almost an art...

Had a fab day with lil in camden she hasnt been in years so it as soo goood to show her around
pluss shes awsome we had breakfast i woke up late so had to rush lol but incamden we got so many cool thinggys and even bought each other yin and yang girfts :D
ehhehe
then we had a dougnut then off to costa we went to get carried away with their gay exercice music lmaoo and then we went to get shani, shans teacher thought i was a parent coming to get my child :/ lmaoo ahahha dont know which way to take that i look like i could have a 4 yr old child lmao any hoo came back to mine and ll hung out now i is listing to music gonna read and im so in the mood to do some art i saw amazing inspirational painting in the camde stable bit soo i need to paint ASAP
probs righ nowww
lol
xoxo

I need sleep but im lauhting to much to shut my eyes

LOL
i know i need sleep but im laugthing to much atm
*_* ahh lisa knows how to life my spirits on a dull eveaning ahahah
BEAR CREASING LMFAOOMe and lisa in college
:D ahhh i love her
xoxo

My house is soo friggin cold

Hmm its cold in my house the gas has ran out till tomorow so cold rooms we will have tonight -,-
at least i cleaned my room already so tomorow i should be spending the day with lil :) for this i am excited i miss her xD... so had an alright evening, nothing much happned hmm higtlighs probably been tydieing lmao which dosent say much, any hoo thought id blog a picture thats important to mee :D

Just some of my old art that i drew if you asked me were these ictures were now i could garentee i wouldnt know whcih i s why i take pictures of it all coz it will get lost other wize
any hoo may post more on here so that i wont ever loss the pics eitherr
xoxo

OMG

O. M. G
you so sexy
;D

ahh love this song, tis so amazshing :D... ahh i really want ana to hurry up with her bath and shizz so i can have mine :D... and i need her to text lil need her to find out if we still going out tomorow kinda in the mood to go camden xD i know lil wanted to go a while ago hmm :D ... I know this is random but i love tumblerr ;D and orange juice :D having an orringyy overload atm :D haha kinda wana blog more to do with make up might do a blog post soon about diffrent products i use and how thay work for me xD to ligthen up my blogg aso want a new layout and stuff hmmm ... louis told me to get a whole new blog lmaoo ahahahaha but iv been blogging for nearly two years if not more ;D

xoxo

Tuesday ;D

LOL
ahahhaha i never use my photoshop
1st time i attempt to exsperminet, as i may need to use it for my art course and photography
i end up changing my eye colour LMAOO
ahahhaha brown eyes do not suit me
much prefer me blue ones :D
in other words having a great day today tokio hotels new song had been relised :D hurricans and suns :) woop woop theirs no college tomorow coz review and stuff
and its suposed o snow i have been waiting for snow scince my rutunre from maderia lol
im now watching comedine with me :D with my dad and sister
while waiting for my dinner
heheh college was okay today photography never fails to amuse me
"I have an eye for wokny things"
ayay jhonny boi lmaooo
ahahhaha
english was okay :/ thank god avishans in my class so we can take the piss or id die or bordom
ggot a message from study pluss telling me to come in
so i did for those who dont no study pluss is the place in my college that deals with student who need so exstra help
in my case my dyslexia would be the reason for my going their
iv been told im gonna be put on a 6 week program that started today for an hour after my english lesson so instend of finsihin a 12:50 i finsih at 1:50 which anit to bad
the beloved chealsea waited for me
i swaer no homo but i love this girl she totally gets me and is soo funny and sweet
so yhhhh ahh then we got on a bus and came home :D
having a good day
i relised life is too short to be sad about things
being happy is a more productive way to spend my time
xoxo
will hopefully blogg later ;D

Want a personal soilder...

I'll be your hero whose standing strong
Who protects you from any fight
And if your battles are piling on
I will take them on with all my might
Cry your tears on my shoulder
You don't know what the future holds
So I'll be your personal soldier
....

i think that is what any girl wants a guy who she knows will protect her no matter what
fight her battels, do her no wrong, i mean if tradition is something to go by it should be the guy
who does everything, makes her feel special, treat her right
Well i know its all i want i want a personal solider
who i love and who loves me back
and insted of him just fighting my battels
i wuld help him fight his
and that way we could protect each other
but thats just what i want
but iv learned that most of the time you dont get what you want in life
not becasue you were afraid to go for it
but becasue you were afraid to have it
for something so beautiful to actualy be yours as much as you try to protect it you break it in the prossecess, by smothering it in to much care and love
so my advice for myself would be to just say what ever i feel when i feel it
because at least that way im being honest with myself
So
I Love you

its not that hard once you can say it to your self
you can learn to say it to others
i guess thats my issue
i could never say it to myself
so how could i believe that you ment it
and mean it but i can now
im worth loving
i know that

If heart ache was a physical pain
i could face it i could face it
but your hurting me from inside of my mind
i can't take it
i can't take it
im gonna loss my mind





Trying to replace your heart

runing out

hellooo blog, well today has been filled with shitt, littraly this media essay is doing my nut in and i swaer im gonna slap someone :@... pluss im not in the mood with anything, im in one of them in my own world / bubble days :D but tomorow i have college so get to see my friends :D so thats a good thing :D icbb with anything today but i can be bothered toliseitn to music :D the wanteds new album is the bomb ;D and loveing my latin music anyhooo will blogg later or tomorowww :D
oldish picture but i miss my long hair
but i am happy it is growing :D
so not long till its long again :D

you are the best thing

Give me something that will haunt me when your not around

hanging out with the little sis atm :)
not tired at all *_*
sooo ja ;D

xoxo

Saturday night and the air is getting high ;D

I want this hair so badd :(
hmm will lelt it grow now :D
any hooo
went shopping with my sis and to tesco to look at the tecnoilgy department lol
anyhoo wacthed some strictky
ay start on my media essay which is due in on monday im talking
the others startign nicol kidman its a thriller but i love it
:)
so yhhh i will maby blog later for now im gonna keep fixing up my itunes which is one big mess need to sort out all my music :/And ahh old picture of me and my big sister ana who i love muchlyyy
:)and me and monie and lil :D
heheheheh ahh looking at old pics gives me memoriess :D
;D xoxo

happy saturday

Happy saturday *_*
no college means no headachs :D
ehhehehe woke up had a lye in :)
then went shops with ana somwthing bout goign to see harry potter was mentioned but not sure yet hopefully
then came home now gonna eat and play ps1 harry potter just thought i would blog
as i don get a chance to sometimes or i forgt
i have a terrible memoiree lol
soooo hope everyones saturdays been good :)
even tho the weather has been cold
herd something about snow mid next week
snow is beautiful and to get it in november is kinda rare we uasulay get it aroundjanuary feb so :)
hehehe will hopefully blogg later

ahh saw this on some swidish persons blog
and just had to post it on mine as it made me think
anyhoo life is to short to waist worrieing or thinking
so im gonna stop and go with the Flo ;D
xoxo

...

MIsfitssss

this is why i love my blogg can write all the shit i like ;D
So today has been uneventful well media was actauly funny *_* floyd made me lol so much ehehhe
and yh well art is always a draggg and english and photography were canceled so day was pretty dull But went by fast :)
so yh now im gonna have harry potter playstation re run :D and im gonna sit and re watch misfits a whole load of times :D eheheheh i love ROBERT SHEEHAN

Hes so adorable i cant wait for next week hehehehe were he has his gay moments lol :D
hahahaha he had gourgeouse eyes *_*
more picturesss ;o
Heheh but enought of that now *_*
may blog later may not :)
depends on my mood
xoxo